Motherhood

I am feeling very irritated at every single thing. Ugh

Mental Health

Whenever I tell my mother to change, she doesn’t budge

Everyone just messed up mom just ignoring from few days and never say a word to me sis doesn't talk and treat me well mom just talk to all the time to those whom I'm against don't know what to do just don't wanna stay at home any longer and don't know where to go

Depression

Is it really true that mother's understand everything about her child. Like I have read many quotes like mother are like God, they understand their child the best.. Where is this best mother in world.. Why I don't have any?? Why my mother is not understanding.. I m not saying my mother is bad.. She just never understands me, never care for me.. She is selfish but everytime she tells me that she is sacrificing so much for me, she is here for me.. But it's not true my experience with her is saying whatever she is saying is false.. She was not there for me whenever I needed her the most. . She never ever cares for me.. She cares only about society & her reputation, her work.. She is selfish.. Why I don't have world's best mother. .sometimes I think she don't even want to understand.. 

I know many people will be annoyed with a parents who always decide things for children. I am 28 and i am really annoyed with this thing of my parents and it makes me angry and frustrated. Specially My Mom without asking me she decides my things. Like From going to a function or to pick up someone at airport. She is Like do this you are going here. YOU are coming with us and many things. I have my choices and things.  I dont want to go anywhere why she does this . And if i say no she thinks I am rude  She doesnt even  ask me if i want to do it or nt. I hate this.

Frustration

i really hate when people be like “that’s still your mom”  I DONT CARE  she’s horrible and my number one bully

My Mom is a bit toxic and from her end she doesnt care about me.  Like even if i dont eat food she wont bother to ask me. When we go to buy groceries together if i want to buy something she completely ignores it. I dont know since 2- 3 years she has become like this. I am 28 year old and it feels bad people tell me grow up. But I guess when a mom does this its unexpected . This makes me feel sad and cry always.

why does she hate me so much. she is my mom she is supposed to love. why can't she. 

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