My mom and dad took my phone even though I have did nothing wrong. My mom said she got a messages from someone saying I was on snapchat but I was not at all I don't even have snapchat and is blocked on my phone. I don't understand why I'm getting yelled at I don't have snapchat and I don't want it my life is better with out snapchat.

Parents are extreme, they believe what they want, just let them cool down and be on your best behavior, it is the easiest way to make things go back to normal. 

Family

Wanna share what happen to me this week. I got to an accident the other day i fell down to the floor. a got bruises and also my chest bone and shoulder dislocate. I try to contact the last guy i dated because i can't sleep because of the body pain particulary at my chest. I contact him the message just got delivered. I just message him  if he's okay and then i delete then i send again. and i message again " sorry for disturbing i just need someone to talk because i can't sleep because i got accident the other day. and sorry for disturbing you. i send it and block him. Were not talking for 3 months already. It is obession? 

Relationships

She always do this 🙁

I don't know why I'm feeling so low 
I can't focus on my studys and i don't wanna talk with anyone
I'm feeling unless, i just want to disappear somewhere 

Anxiety

Guys I unblocked my ex on watsapp after 8 month's now who did very wrong to me 
He must be thinking na I m still for him 
I don't know why I did 
Now I m thinking ye double standards kyu hai mujmai 

3am Thoughts

So there is this girl named Cheyenne. Let's say that she was playing with my feelings. She blocked me off from everything when she knew that I found out that she was playing me. Do I still be friends with her????

I am so tired of fighting so many problems everyday. Had to break off 3 friendships which were my lifeline for a while, then turned toxic. Next I had to go through a break up, after having a relationship for 4 years. I fell for a guy, who is my close friend which just made matters worse. Now I have to get over two guys. Everyone including my parents, around me just see's me as the girl having anger issues. Nothing more than it. No one truly understands me, when I as person till date only believed in understanding the person in front of you. Empathising with people, finding and understanding their perspective, is all I have ever known. I sit alone the entire day, thinking I am no good to anyone.I just feel I am the bad part of everyone's life.I sometimes cry a lot till a point that my head and my hands shake due to the pain I feel.   I am just tired. I am usually a fighter, but there is so much going on with life. I just feel too suffocated to fight more. I dont know whats supposed to help me to have hope. 

Life

My mom thinks am in my phone all day at school and this week was all test and had our phones taken away to not cheat we could only had our phones at the time school ended im already being so stress with school and home bc i am hella behind in school i have an F and am a A or B student i had to catch up and my mom takes my phone away and tells me how am in it all day but i have being working my ass off to make her proud and my dad too that hes in another country and is not together with my mom and i already feel like i being through a lot and my mom makes me feel like a bad daughter everytime am tired of this i dont know how much more i can take it i wanna end it but i cant leave my grandma yet and she cant leave me bc shes the only person that understands how i feel the last person i will tell my feelings too is to my mom bc then she makes me look like the bad guy like why even tell u anymore u just make me feel way worse i dont feel happy anymore and she dont know i have anxiety its funny how she never thinks good about me lol.

Why we let enter anyone inside our life so easily man, and they just don't know what they want, and you feel empty when their nature change all of sudden, or may be they were always same, only conditions changed.

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