Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

My life is so ruined I’m in second year of my college I’m doing bds and I’m still not sure about my carrierpath as I always wanted to make carrier in cricket and I’m of 21 but at the same time my father wants me to join his family business but I’m not sure whether I will be able to manage his businesses or not and may be i will fk up , I’m so confused I’m so lazy and I always loose motivation whenever i open insta or some social app where I see awesome live’s of these guys who are of same age as mine and they had achieved a lot more than me and they are making a lot more money than me, a lot of money and then I feel more depressed and tensed please help me out