My life in a nutshell.
Ya tou har waqt khud ko samjhaatay raho ya tou har waqt doosron ko.

Mental Health

Why is it morning AGAIN???!!!!!!

Can acting never be a safer profession for girls? I mean those entertainment industries(they way they use girls). I always dreamt of becoming an actress in bollywood, but the situation there doesn't seem to safe. That's why I've stopped dreaming of it😔 else I always wanted to play decent roles which people could relate to with their day to day life.

Movies

People have been saying that illu is a cute name . What are your thoughts ? 

3am Thoughts

Feeling a bit confused because I don’t wanna sit around and mope anymore over him. I wanna find someone who will value me and is not scared to commit. Focusing on my own self and having fun is what I need to do this year. Enough being sad over the wrong person. 

Motivation

Should I tell a female friend who insulted me a week ago about my feelings? I feel hurt.

Friends

I have been through so much in my life 
which has given me PTSD and that messed me up bad.
I have anxiety , depression and overthinking its so hard for me to live in constant fear and anxiety not being to enjoy my life , always pretending .
But the worst thing is no one really cares , no one really try to understand even though they know what I have been through I could've used some help , some affection but even my family didn't try to understand or help me they had done nothing but blame me for the way I'm acting.
My friends didn't even ask me if I'm okay they just assumed I'm okay.
So I had to work through it alone.
Even though everyone is here I feel so alone, 
even though they say they Love me I don't know what to feel 
I have a boyfriend who finally understands me and supports me but because of my messed up life I cant help but overthink everything 
I need it to stop
I just want to be at peace 
I just want to be happy
and stop overthinking and I don't want to be anxious all the time

Anxiety

This is for anyone who like women.

Do breast size matters?

Confusion

Part 2;.. i confessed her in my dance class.. writing in notes app off phone confessing each feeling with each word of mine “ hey xyz I really never knew ki u will grew this imp person of mine life i started seeing u from a different perspective now u r my most imp part of my life I LOVE U .. I gathered alot strength to confess just dont slap me say no and i will move on most probably … and she replied to it i will give u reply to this on. Call I waited for her call for overlong time fear of loosing her having multiple negative thoughts usually we used to walk all the way to home that day she just ran of after class and this made more negative hoping to get her reply .. finally when i was having dinner with fam my phone rang i got more nervous I didn’t picked up after completing i ran to room Waitting for other call and it rang again now i was more nervous after waiting 2mins I picked and the reply burst me into tears
I wanted tooo …. Waite for (part 3)

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