My life has become all about work and that too over time and the testing and whatever I am learning won't help anywhere. And am already in mess in my head that it's difficult for me to complete task on time. And still this lead is unhappy with me. Won't give compensatory leave. Idk how to talk to her now. Other than that I am always sad, just aimlessly scrolling posts here or quora. Crying myself to sleep. This is what life meant for? 

Thanks :)
YK I wish it's that easy. Working here since a year, I don't remember anything. Plus 3months notice period. 

I agree with your last line. But it's not easy to be happy. I wish 

Life

After my best friend (T) and i helped each other out of some seriously toxic relationships, and my ex (J) and i started to become friends again, T ends up "having more than just friendship feelings" for J. my heart is broken. even more so than after J treated me the way she did. T witnessed first-hand the turmoil and hurt J caused me, she was literally the lap i cried on. We were even starting a business together!!! T even attempted to try and make this my fault somehow. i am almost beyond words, except for hurtful ones. I've washed my hands of both of them. but now I'm all alone, and they have each other... fucking sucks

Breakup

I miss sidhu moosewala 💔

Depression

Ios or android?
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3am Thoughts

Ummmm...i don't know where to begin or even what to say...I guess I should start with the fact that i started to injure myself. I've doing things to myself for years now, they weren't so obvious tho. For example I used to suffocate myself or to try to drown myself while taking a bath. Then I stopped for a while and now I did it again . I started cutting myself. The worst thing is that i tried to talk to my friends about it but they only said that i don't have a reason to do it . Now that I think about it they're right. I mean it's not like I have a serious trauma like abuse or rape. I've been through some shit but it's not that bad. 
   When I was younger, I am 16 now, a man masturbated in front of me. And it was horrible, I was so afraid that I froze for a few seconds. I didn't understand what was happening, luckily I ran before anything else happened. I felt humiliated and to this day I still remember that feeling.
  At school, the same year that the incident I talked before happened, a boy was touching me, my breasts and was making fun of that. I was also stressed because of my high school entrance exam.
   Before I started high school I've been involved into a physical fight with a group of girls. They were insulting and humiliating my friend and I tried to calm the situation down but it didn't work and then my friend ran and left me alone with them and they started to mess with me, I ran I soon as possible.
 After that stressful time things got better until the whole pandemic situation happened.  Honestly my introverted self wa kind of happy staying at home and not talking to anyone but I guess it really gets lonely. I have to admit that solitude gets addictive; after seeing how peaceful being by myself is, it got really hard reconnecting with my friends. During the school year that has began I started getting into a lot of conflicts. First with my ex boyfriend, now with my friends and there's also the relationship between my parents that got worse. I also have to deal with a lot of homophobia in my country, being  bisexual . 
I also drink too much for my age. I know I shouldn't but I can't help it , sometimes it's the only thing that helps me relax.
So...I started hurting myself. I don't really Express my emotions because I  always have to be the calm one, the one who solves everyone's problems, the one with all the answers, the one who always does the right thing and all these expectations are just exhausting. When I make a mistake everyone just blames me for everything. I HATE IT. I HATE THAT I FEEL THIS WAY. I HATE THAT I AM SO WEAK. I HATE THAT THE MOMENT I TRIED TO GET HELP I WAS TOLD THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY REASON TO HURT MYSELF. I ASKING FOR HELP. I HATE THE RESPONSE I GOT. I JUST HATE BEING SO PATHETIC. 
I hate that I actually think that they're right...
      P. S. English is not my first language 

Self Harm

Confess but then redeem.

When you complain, at the same moment - be thankful too.

Be thankful for the life and hardship. 

To make you stronger. 



Can someone suggest some good tutions in gurgaon for 12th class? Science stream

Books

I dont Know why this people Judge us soo Much with everything You Might be broken And there is nothing Right Going in Your life yet People Around You makes you feel more worst. This idea about everything You Should Have a Life insurance planned you shoud Have this and that. I am just 28 and yet I am figuring Out My life and this People around Me Wants me to Have this and that. I am just done with all this now

I like to smoke. It's like I know it's harmful but I don't want to stop. 

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