My heart is little heavy. I feel good for nothing. I have done nothing in my life. I don’t how to ride a cycle, a scooty, drive my own car (just got my learners license though), can’t win any argument, I’m dumb, body wise as well I’m a thin crust!! Skinny girl who is always been body shamed, I’m always mentally upset, I chase people at the stake of my self respect. Worst is I can’t even express myself to anyone. I know I should have self belief and all. But it’s so difficult. Everything is so difficult. I’m such a loser !!
No one is a looser, stop thinking that you are one… Your life is in your own hand and there is so much that you can still do… But don’t do that show your self worth to others, do things that you love to do, and make each day of your life beautiful without thinking what others are thinking about you, live for yourself and your life will automatically become worth
I have gone through this feeling throughout my life,until I realised that of no one is going to believe in me,be proud of me or respect me just because I think I deserve it. I made myself a priority and started enjoying my own company and learned a lot about myself, gave time to myself for growing, to learn new things everyday even the smallest things like how to take care of plants, it sounds illogical but it worked for me; took me years though.
It’s okay to feel demotivated, uncomfortable, or being a looser. The day you feel comfortable in your own skin, you have become the prettiest, and no one can take that away from you.
