My grandmother died 3 days ago and today my boyfriend broke up with me. I can't feel anything....


Whoever is in your will leave you alone one day so its better to accept the situation and look forward for the time to come in your way instead holding those memories and increase burden on you

I feel  so  sad  my dad lost his friend week ago he was alright  no health issue  nothing  he died  of an heart  attack  !!! I really  feel  worried  about  my dad I can't  even  imagine  loosing  him I love him the most  but every  time  I  hear something  like this I get so worried  ....I am in constant thought  like what if something  happened  to him  everything  would  be  scattered  how will I survive  without  him  .... Idk how to stop this negative  thoughts  I love him and no one can ever love me the way he is loving me and taking  care  of  my family  ...

Anxiety

Feeling confused , strange , my father is having fever from 5 days its a not happy state for me but i am trying to be suttle, to be positive as much i can still there is tension in my mind for him that when will he will recover and our life will become normal again ... need to be strong in this time for my father for myself .. i am trying my best but need someone to whom i can talk 
I am feeling for crying and crying

I am 27. I lost my dad 9 years ago. I still miss him. He wanted to see me achieve my dreams and now here I am, working in one of the top automotive company in Germany and I cannot see his smile. I wish I could see him once and listen to how happy he is with my achievements.

If anyone could help me out…!
Few months ago I lost my father and it was all of a sudden. This came as a shock and I still can’t absorb it. He was someone who was indeed my best friend. 

I have become emotionally weak and it’s affecting my work. What to do?

Loss

I woke up at the sound of my alarm in a Sunday morning. I forgot to turn it off last night. I quickly got back to sleep because it's 8 in the morning and I slept nearly at 3AM. After more or less 30 mins., I wake up crying with my dream. I thought I'd forget what I cried my heart out in the middle of the night. This Father's day is really hitting me. I wanted to send Mama a message that I'm sorry our father left us. I wanted to ask the Muslim association here in our country to find and bring back my Dad, forcibly, if we could, for Mama. It's impossible, I know.

3am Thoughts

I lost my grandfather 4 days back he was like a second mother to me he was the only person apart from my mother who loved me the most and I am 100% sure that no one is ever gonna love me same as my grandfather .I don't know how to live without him .He was in so much pain while he was breathing his last breathe .he was suffering from cancer last stage .Inspire of being such a wonderful human being he had to undergo so much of pain .I am not able to.forget his pain and I really don't know how to live without him

After a long time i picked a day just to be myself and spend the day however I wanted!! But this is not what God planned


I lost my grandmother!! She is no more!! I don't know how i can accept this!! That hurts !! I miss her 😭😭 she is very calm and sweet human!!

RIP grandma a

I lost my dad a month ago and since I am the only male left in my home rn , I don't have the luxury to cry/be vulnerable atm. We have so many rituals and an extensive procedure after someone dies that the ones left behind can't even mourn the dead. 
Until now I somehow managed myself and carried on. I didn't get a chance to mourn him properly then but now all the memories, the good ones and the bad ones are coming up. Sometimes slowly and sometimes all at once. I'm alone right now and drowning in these memories, I want to cry my heart out but these tears just won't come.  I can't share this with my family coz I don't want them to worry about me.  I do have some friends I can reach out too but I don't wanna impose my thoughts/trauma on them coz it alters the relationship bw friends.
I'm also a little sick, just some fever and cold. So I had to take a break from work and take some rest. But this feeling of loss makes me so restless. 
I miss you papa.

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