My girlfriend while breaking up said she’ll be friends with me.I never wanted that to happen because i loved her from the bottom of my heart(Infact I started off with this relation by saying that i wish to marry you!!).Nevertheless, I avoided contacting her coz it took a toll on me. Every now and then when she drops a msg i get anxious, and start feeling that she might actually want to get back (Which is a cooked up theory by me). Whenever, we talked after the breakup she seemed perfectly fine,while i used to go pale!!Moreover, she brings up moments (not necessarily nice) from our relationship casually!! I dont understand why would anyone who themselves broke up would bring it up again an again? I feel i am sinking in this thoughts!!!I cant sleep when i think about her!!cant stop doing that as well!!