My girlfriend says she loves me but I feel I'm not worth her. I just have a hard time accepting that. I guess I have low self worth & that's messing with my head. 

I feel if I talk to her about this she'll respect me less. She says my killer confidence is something that attracts her to me. If she knows how I feel, She might think otherwise.

I guess what you say makes sense. Thank you :) 

I'm definitely going to try that, Thank you so much! Means a lot :)

Well....if you love her and you think she deserves better, then become better. Become the person who you think she is worth. I bet she will grow with you because you love each other that much. All the best.

Acquaintance

I feel so small and broken today can't even explain.
I really love a girl in college initially and we both fell something is there and she approached me first and even I started liking her and we both accepted that we love each other.
she had a very bad past experience as she was in a relationship for good for nothing relation for 6 years and then he left her without saying anything and never turned back and since then she is very disturbed and never trust any new relationship and very bad mood swings happens with her every 2-3 days.
But still she accepted me and we moved forward and we had made love when we were together for one complete day,  but afterwards her periods skipped when it was scheduled to so she checked pregnancy kit and it came out to be positive , here the most worst thing is she never shared with me anything about this during that worst time of her and she manages and suffered all on her own...when during ome of our chats she broke up and said what she was going through and this is what happened and I felt so worthless that she didn't shared with me any of this at that moment and now everytime she use to taunt me that she never trust me as I didn't supported her during her worst time.
I don't know what to say...I apologized to her so many times but still she says that I am nothing for her now and never want to to be in touch with me and wants to move on and wherever I am She don't want to go that way.
Please help I fell so worthless ....I cried like anything since last few days and unable to sleep properly since then.

Breakup

I met a girl about a month ago, and I really liked her we would talk 24/7 she told me she said  likes talking to me and even if ended up as friends that would pretty dope, its so hard for me to trust people or to belivethat they actually interest in me. My friends says i expect to much from people and i think theyre right and that is the reason i get heartboken. About a week ago she complety stop talking to me, i texted her to see if she okay she never responded and also blocked me from everything and now im questioning myself that i did wrong am i not good eneough and my feelings are hurt i cant sleep thats the only thing i cant think about what i did wrong or her juust to cuut me off like that and ghosted me i thought things were great but i was wrong. Was she not ready for relaationship or she didnt want anything to do with anymore. Why is it so hard for people to really express how they feel instead they just leave was she using me for attention its been a week since i last talked to herwhy am i not over it jet i just cant see to let go 

Relationships

Hey,
It's look like shit but Actually M finished.
Because I love someone nd she married however she still talks to me i want to leave her bcz i think i should move on but but i can't so tell me what i have to do or if you were on my place what you will do?


3am Thoughts

Keep ranting 

Those who read this to know my small part of my love life welcome 😊.Today I am tired I am in stress ,confuse, angry .You know bro I think I am lucky why obviously I have family, friends (both close and stranger like you 😘)but one more stuff which I was feel like I am  lucky when I met her and the strange part is after few days she shared her feelings and I was fool bcz I don't trust her I just thought is she going to playing with me you know like mentally and more we talk after days she might know I was thinking about her during our conversation then days gone she tried to interpret me that I am not in love I am just in attached with her but I can't understood because it is  my first so I take time to explain myself but  when days gone I only think about her and now I want to move on this stuff but I can't idk why ?😔😔

Love

I left her for her own good but I still love her. 

I'm feeling too weird. I love my girlfriend. Hell helllll a lottt. Like really i plan to be with her . But because we are in a long distance relationship. Sometimes when i feel too much grief because she isn't here with me. My coping mechanism maybe work like it that my emotions about her get buried i feel disconnected to her. Also because we talk very little. My mind is so weird. 
I cheated on her when another girl gave attention to me because I'm not used to that. It's not like i did it for fun. I caught feelings for her a bit. Idk why. I haven't told her about that because i don't want my relationship to fall . I just told my girl that i liked another girl a lil and i kissed her. 
Now after months. I still love her a lot. Maybe more by each passing day. But I'm sexting with another girl. I never send her any picture of mine. She knows I'm committed and we are doing it for fun. But whyyyyy. Why am i like this. Why i have no self control. It doesn't happen that often but if i feel comfortable with some girl and feel like they are really sad i try to make them happy and then they gave me attention and unknowingly i just fall for that.
My girlfriend is my bestfriend too. I don't like hiding from her. But it's hard. I can't stop myself. Somebody please just curse at me. Yell at me. Tell me how wrong i am. Sometimes in order to punish Myself I don't even eat properly for days. But I'm so weak.
I'm not poly because i want to spend my whole life with just her when she was with me I didn't even look at another girl. But now I'm being such a jerk just somebody please say some mean things to me

Long Distance Relationship

I started liking this girl two years ago. She had a bf but I never knew. Bt I got a feeling that she is not interested in me so I took a step apart. Then after 6 months, we started talking and she told me she had a breakup recently. We were talking daily since then. Sometimes, for hours some days for few time only. 

This October, I confessed my feelings for her knowing she doesn't feel the same for me. She rejected me but she had a fear that I would leave her. In past all her friends did. So, I stayed. Not for her, but because I wanted to. I wanted to do right by her.

Then this December, she confessed that has developed a feeling for me but not as strong as mine. She was not sure but I convinced her that we should give a try.

Everything started great , we would talk for hours at night.  Bt I couldn't talk to her for few days because I was out due to some family function. 
And everytime she is alone, she gets time to think about us and she feels that how strong my feelings are...she would have to break my heart one day or marry me but she is not ready for any of them. 

And because I see marrying her someday maybe she thinks that this is unfair to me. So, we had this or similar chat 4-5 times in this 2 month span and decided to break up. 
I am still not over her. I see reason in what she says and I don't to lose her. I don't want her to feel lonely....and I don't want to feel lonely too.

What should I do?? She says she still likes me.











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