My girlfriend gave me a blow job today... She mistakenly hurted me and i got angry at her... What should I do next... It was her first time and mine too and i didn't enjoy it, so should I tell the truth or just keep lying that i enjoyed it

She kinda took a bite and i stopped her by shouting and holding her face tightly 

thats you have to decide that but don't say it's bad ,save some words for her effort mean that you liked it but not that much so there's room to improve 

I think that’s a common mistake. So you can explain how you she hurt you, in the most constructive way. And be open to trying it again. And apologize for getting mad for you reacted to your pain. You learn from mistakes 

Anxiety

I just got my college result and I’m going to kill myself. I absolutely hate the middle class teachers in my college and I hate that marks are just randomly given. I have nothing to look forward to. I have nowhere to go. I’m done.

Education

疲れた。：［

I felt very uncomfortable on an ice cream date i went to today morning. Not that the guy did anything weird. But I felt completely shut unable to speak which is very unlike me. I was on the verge of crying. What could possibly be wrong?

Relationships

ive recenlty been able to discover the power of Self Love at 24. Wish id known it earlier but better late than never. Ive started to see myself in a different way. Ive stopped criticing myself alot when i messup,stopped making myself feel unworthy,and this just feels so motivating and uplifting. Im also learning to calm myself down when i sense im anxious...basically im allowing myself to grow by showing empathy. Also beginning to feel less scared about making a mistake,knowing that atleast, i wont judge myself and will be able to stop the self criticising voices in my head. Caring less about what others think of me as im starting to care about my feelings more now and No! Self Love is not about being selfish but about uplifting urself.  SL motivates urself to grow which self criticism never will.
All of us crave love,to love and be loved and thats amazing. But nobody told us that u should do it to urself too. Everybody just asumed we loved ourselves. NO! Hoping to get good things for urself amd protecting urself from harm is not enough to love urself. Self love is that voice that suppresses the hateful words u tell urself when u make mistakes.SL prompts you to say "its ok, u atleast tried,u will get there soon,youre strong". SL is a practice, a way of living that u need to conciously do. Many of us are so used to criticising ourselves when we are not doing well in life that being empathetic towards urself may seem odd to practice,but once u make it a habit, its so relieving, so calm, u can barely listen to the voice criticizing u in ur head. Ive started seeing the good in me more and that is very encouraging. I still have a long way to go learning about Self Love but im glad im atleast learning. Im open to learning about SL more. Do tell me more if u know something about self love and if it has helped u in any way?😊

Compassion

I know that Diwali is a time when a lot of people go back home and celebrate with their family. But as a therapist, I've also seen a lot of people who find this time even more challenging and uncomfortable. This is just a reminder that your feelings are valid, not everyone has a great relationship with their family. And if things get worse, you can always reach out for help ✨🪷

 زندگی خاک نہ تھی مگر خاک اڑا کر گزری

I was talking to a guy from few days we became good friends now. Yesterday I was in stress and a headache when I was chatting with him, and I accidently called him bro two times, which he don't like, he told me before but I forgot that time, so he got triggered, then sunadi meko, he was kind tho. I think he have a bad backstory about it, I said sorry though. But why this happens with me all the time, ME hamesha galat hi kyu karti hu, Ireally want to free from this world, sab kuch galat ho raha hai hai mujhse, this is only one thing I mentioned. adulting sucks. 
Ab ussse bhi baat nahi kar paungi 😔

Life

Any one who knows about investing stuff ,how to invest my 5-10k savings 

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