my friend isn't replying me from morning idk what happened to her I'm not understanding is it because she thinks that I'm kinda toxic but I'm not I say everything to her actually yest I said something to her that I'm actually speaking to some online guy and was alittle creepy from that time she didn't even talk to me idk I'm scared cuz she only friend I have and I'm scared that I might lose her what should I do??should I just lose her or anyway to get back to her

Friends

I feel low because I always feel like my boyfriend is never there for me even though he cares for me and i feel bad that he is never around me because we are low-key long distance 

Long Distance Relationship

Okay funny question,

How do you know if a girl likes you and your mind is not just making things up?

Overthinking

I need someone.... 
Just for a warm hug to release my pain... 
Some Person's in my life because of whom I've been in bad mood, bad health... Form few days Literally even now I'm not in good state and i start writing this.. 
I want to be health and want to avoid person's who hurt me behind my back they don't know that ik what they do, talk about me, there eyes convo with each other, keeping that fake smile in front of me but bad mouthing  with other's in group.. Those are my friends? 
I just want to cut my friendship with them but then I doubt after getting to know them, are they really my friend? 
 Hope I will get out of this mess and will be happy, healthy and strong to make new friends

You really gotta beware of people that will do anything to get on. Hungry dogs ain't loyal, they eat with anybody who got food. 

3am Thoughts

Heyy
Let's just talk .....

Other

I just want to let everything out i am not okay my bestfriend is seriously ghosting me we haven't talked since two weeks i really want to talk to her she saw that I was depressed but she didn't ask and totally ignored me i get that she may not have the emotional energy to handle me or she may not me emotionally available but i was only expecting her to say atleast hi to me she has completely ghosted me and I am feeling so so lonely i have cried uncontrollably everyday since she stopped talking to me it feels terrible i love her so much she always was a good listener and a good friend to me to be honest i just miss her a lot she's not there for me anymore i miss her truly 

It's like my name always been a center of attraction for ppl not for the good reason but for all the bad reason to bully . I am normal middle class girl n my only fault is my name is not suitable for my gender and that's what everyone says n some ppl doubt me for my name. I mean what can I do it's something my parents gave me I can't help it. I tired many times to talk about this issue with my parents n how it's affecting my mental health but my parents never understand. I mean my name is anshul n I'm a female n everyone has a problem with it I don't know why. Does my name describe my gender? I think it do cause most of the times it's been like that. People make very harsh comment when they hear my name I remember my teacher once out of the blue called my name n made me stand n then he questioned me r u a male or female ? N everyone including my friends started to laugh and I felt very miserable. After that incident boys started to have more courage to bully me cause no one literally have a fuck about me n how I have felt. There have been several incident s which made me doubt my existence n my identity n sad thing is no one took this as a big deal ppl just make fun n enjoy. I was targeted and somehow I felt disgusting n I started to hate my name and my existence n I still do .I remember once I visited a clinic and I made an appointment with Dr n for that I got a slip but their was a typo of mr n miss and who so ever read that name slip which includes some doctors n their assisting dr started to burst out laughing they stare at me n asked me like three four times is ur name anshul ? It made feel uncomfortable I was confused like why they r behaving like that n then I saw the slip was being circulated to ppl and they all r laughing and staring n asking me weird questions finally I got to know why they were being like that but seriously I was no courage to stand for myself. I talked about the typing mistake with the billing counter who made that slip n I also mentioned what all I have  to face cause of it but he commented on it by saying u had a name which confused me problem is ur name just change it or ur gender .This insecurity always pulls me back from introducing me to other ppl with my original name I hide my identity and I doubt everyone. I have lost self confidence as well I feel disgusting when somebody calls out my name all the things starts to pop in my head and I feel so scared and after that incident I stopped to communicate to other ppl n now I'm left with no friends n alot of self doubts. I hope I have been entertaining to u ppl as well n many ppl might have laughed on my problem n some even shared it with others like look at this stupid girl n she calls it a problem bug believe me u can't imagine how much small things can change ur life . Some ppl comments whether they did it willingly or unwillingly with no intention to hurt can seriously scatter other person life n confidence. I'm so sick of it n I don't want other ppl to go through it so I want to be voice for them as well that's why I finally speaking about it on such a vast platform otherwise I would have continued to live n suffer with it. 

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