My feelings are mess. It been so long… Can I ever let go of him. I miss him so much… I’m being so distracted lately it’s almost a year now we broke up… Even our relationship didn’t last that longer but the pain is too much.
Its not the pain that is stuck for a year. Its the absence of a meaningful person in your life with whom talking never feels like effort and a supposedly 10 minute call late in night surprisingly end in the morning. Isn’t this true?
We never were like normal couples he was too practical for it… Too mature for me perhaps that why we ended like this. He still is my friend we talk almost daily now he is being childish like me and me being more like him how we interchanged our personalities… And i feel like saying him I love him though ik he doesn’t love me anymore he just had I infatuation for me then… And I can’t be in relationship with him not with anyone. Still I feel empty inside… Still I feel so disturbed… I thought I had let him go but now I’m feeling so uneasy…
Haha, I can relate the change in personalities notion. People who once would’ve wanted a practical person now misses the kid like excitement. The true solace only comes by being in touch with ourselves. We sometimes get lost but I feel, the kid in us needs to be childish so that we’re genuine and innocent for the better things which will coming in our life.