Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

My family always blamed me for not doing enough in my studies and now that I’ve started doing some effort it’s the same, they only see my mistakes and not my improvements even if it’s not perfection but I’ve tried to do my best, I’ve even got 50/50 in English but of course it’s never enough but I’m making the effort for ME and not to satisfy them, my family always compares me to my sister (cousin) as she’s better than me academically, there’s always a comparison and I hate that, like I’m living for me and I didn’t even asked for their opinion, they always bring me down and they really enjoy that, I wanna get out of here and I am and will do my best to succeed for ME