My ex made me hate myself in every possible way. My self-esteem became almost nonexistent. Crying daily and wishing I was somebody else. Someone better than him. Someone, he wouldnāt have been able to manipulate and use. I was always there for him and did everything he asked for. All because I was blinded by love. I had such trust in him that I told him my deepest and most personal problems. However, that wasnāt enough. I wasnāt enough yet I tried everything trying to be. Changed myself, my way of talking, my friends, my behavior towards others, my likes and dislikes, trying to be miss perfect and he wouldnāt leave me. He left me eventually and his persona changed completely. He isnāt that sweet boy he once was. The boy who would ride his bike every possible day to visit me. His favorite thing to do was cuddling with me and telling me how much he liked me. Making me feel like the prettiest girl in the world. He is not the boy I fell in love with. He is now a fuckboy who states I was toxic and he was pressured into being with me. He is now happier making out with a different girl every night out and his mindset is how many girls he can fuck in one night. I guess that is something I need to understand. Love is less valuable than sex and doesnāt matter how much I tried to show him how much he meant to me. A thick girl good in bed will always beat me.
Sisyphus @sisyphus
Hey!! Donāt loose yourself for someone who donāt deserve you.
Hey, I love yaš«, this is not the end. Your story starts from here
ana b @elle86
dont hate yourself, he lost a very valuable precious you! stand up and be your own! dont change yourself to be somebody for someone, they have to accept you for being you otherwise never mind them. we can do it girl! we can get over them! we come come back better and stronger!
