My dad bullies my husband in our family chat always wanting for him to look stupid and not smart. 😞 Feel frustrated, cause we have a family trip coming up. It doesn't feel like family, it feels so toxic. 

I think you should confront your father and stand up for your spouse. 

Bullying

Not sure how I am feeling tbh
Pretty low, giving up , distracted.
Zero interaction with friends or people. feeling scared cause I would lose my mom of not scored expected percentage. Came to a point to give up in life but took steps backs after having a breakdown.... thought I can't be the reason that mom end herself so maybe Its better I would disappear...
Had lot of overthinking but decided not to give up but still scared.i think all these motivational speaker do have a impact on you one of the reason still typing.
After few weeks of sui**** thoughts decided to talk to someone maybe dad nup no apparently not enough courage.
Now thinking how hell stupid I am that I am overthinking for such small things maybe it's just me....I don't know
It's been time all this happened
Now I think I am better but sacred of something.....
I feels good though to write here. can you imagine how great would it be if evey person here would have opened the same way to one on one person....I can let strangers know my problem but not my parents or anyone i know crazy!
Hell ya it's easy to vent here rather than a diary where ik my mom would read and don't even know what happens.

From tomorrow will try to stay productive and positive ...maybe not let's hope for best....

Thankful for one more day in life ❤️




Intro

I could have shown you all the scars at the start
But that was always the most difficult part.

Music

Sending hugs to all my fellow Now and Me members for being brave enough to vent on this Platform. It isn't easy to open up in a world that gives you reasons to close your heart everyday. You all are brave and lovely souls. I learn from all of you everyday. 

Life

today i was at this party . and my ex girlfriend made me extremely uncomfortable . i have moved on for good and it wasnt me that let her go . today after almost two years in which she had another relationship and broke  up with him too this happens .
i wont lie i often hooked up after she broke up with him idk why but i just couldnt stop myself . today she was crying infront of me while i tried to console her. she told me how important i was to her .shes genuinely a nice person . but idk how to feel about today . she wanted me to kiss her . i repeated myself several times that i cant but she held on . we were in the balcony while everyone waited for us to get back inside . wed already been out for 20 25 mins and it wasnt nice of us to stay out . she was drunk so i tried to stop her my conscience didnt allow me  more so i didnt want to . but i had to just so shed come back inside . was it really my fault that i did? i was so uncomfortable all throughout and so disappointed too that she would do something like this . she would constantly come to me hold on to me when she knew i wasnt up for it . i did explain to her very gently considering shes drunk . i told her repeatedly that id talk to her tomorrow when shes sober but she didnt listen . she kept asking me if she forced me and i felt guilty . i didnt wanna say that . but ive never experienced this before .i literally begged her to let me be but she didnt listen . i feel so fucked up . not knowing what to do what to feel what to think . kept holding my hand hugging me and ik shes very close but i just wasnt feeling it i didnt want it ad i made it obvious more so i told her too but still .... 

Teenagers

Hi!
I just would like to ask if anyone out there is feeling the same way I do or just anyone who would understand. I'm married and in a long distance relationship with the same person for a few months now. The problem I am having is that I think I am maybe falling for a co-worker whose been there for me. I don't know if it is love or just simple longing for something that a long distance relationship lacks. I find it hard that while my wife is saying hurtful things to me, the other person consoles me. Another problem is that I can't even tell my wife about it to solve the problem because I fear she'll be upset and get angry which is more problematic I think.

Lonely

Just
don't
ever
get
too
much 
attached 
to
anyone,
People wake up with different feelings every single effin day.

Anxiety

Forever is lie

Breakup

Let it all out, let it all out...
You dont hvae to think that your heart is made of steel

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