Im not going through the same thing but kind of. I think you should focused on yourself and try and get better emotionally. Dont chase after him or nothing if he loves you trust me he will be back on his own. Ive learned that the more you show uninterested on guys thats where they start to realize what they have even more. Give yourself some time 

3am Thoughts

I don't think I can ever get over him. 

Exhausted

Hey im still not good 
I cared a guy for 2 years too much,one sided love mine was he is my college senior,he graduated this yr i have three more years here,we spoke well at first,then he started to ignore my texts,late replies but to his class girls he is a jovial person,when i confessed my love,he will speak to me casually but never understand my feelings,if i say bye he will initiate a new convo but in a casual way,if i ask y even then he will manipulate me with any reason,i cried too much and finaly got the guts to move on,but now i feel i need some guy who will treat me better than he did

Addiction

Lonely. I'm so lonely. 
I've moved further from my family so they are out of reach. I love my new house but live alone.
My work friends have all left our place in the last few months due to poor management and treatment at work - I'm trying to do the same but so far haven't had the same fortune. It's so lonely there too. I dread it every day.
My normally loving boyfriend (who lives a few streets away) has become withdrawn in the last few weeks, and no matter what I do to be by his side I am being pushed away in response. I don't feel I can reach out to him anymore and he often ignores my attempts at contact. I'm trying to respect his boundaries but am becoming deeply unhappy.
I don't have any close friends or a best friend I feel I can call or text. 
I've stayed home today because my anxiety had rocketed and I can't seem to stop crying. 
I feel so alone.


Lonely

My ex brokeup with me after 6 years because his parents didn't agree for our marriage. I am trying my best to moveon but it is very tough. Its been almost 5 months but still now i sometimes message him, tough he has blocked me from everywhere. I want to talk him but i don't know why i really wanna talk. I am tired of crying from him. Somethimes i feel i should talk to my family so that they can talk to his. But is it worthful? I don't know what i really fell, why i have the strange feelings which i can't understand myself even when i am trying to move on. 

Breakup

So Today, A delivery man came to my house to deliver a parcel. So, he rang the doorbell and I woke up and went to open the door and at that time, I was not fully conscious, I was half in sleep. My bill was 194 rupees and I gave him 200 rupees. So he asked me to give 4 more so that he can give me a total of 10 but I unknowingly told him that I don't have a change of 4 more so he gave me 10 rupees and told me that I can keep it. Later I realised that I had that change so I'm feeling guilty about it that I didn't give him that 4 rupees. What should I do can someone help me? I can't stop thinking about it. 😭😭

2 years ago my boyfriend for 5 years broke up with me.. we did it mutually kind off thinking our parents won't agree but today I understand it was Gaslighting and manipulation. Only 2 weeks and he us already in a relationship showing off his new girl on every social media platforms, talking about her praising her in front of friends etc. When i initially found out I begged him literally and he was so harah about ut, i begged him for weeks then eventually gave up. It took me an year to stop crying completely. That relationship was hella toxic but I was so deep into it it felt like too much it still does. He was extremely controlling, i had no friends, no life, no free will, some girlies may understand what I'm talking about. After 1.5 year I started liking another guy, but the thought of my ex, the pain and the anger never left. 2 years now and I am still stuck in a loop always feeling like he deserve to be suffered, instead he is living a happy life, w his gf, moved in together within months.. what did i do to deserve this, 5 years wasted then and still continuing, when will it be my chance to be happy. Even if im enjoying something or just doing my work, the rage and the hurt is eating me. 

We used to talk 3 hours before..
But not even 3 minutes continuously now..
I used to tell him everything..but he justs leaves my messages on seen now
Why? 💔

Frustration

We had something between us,we slept with each other, we we're close emotionally,   we could share every little detail of our life with each other, still can but he got married 4 months back,  we still talk, still are kinda close to each other emotionally but I can't resist the urge of wanting him physically, I do still love him.. knowing that it's wrong, how do I ever get over him?

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