my boy bestfriend got mad at me and hasnt been talking since yesterday
He was the only one i talked to and now im feeling very lonely.
I dont know whether i should give it time or just keep spamming him with my texts.
Today hasnt been fun :(

Hi!
Drop a text and see his response. 
If he doesn't want to talk, give him space and let him come back and resolve it. 

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"The meaning of life is to find your gift. The purpose of life is to give it away." Pablo Picasso

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Feeling very low these days. Not sure why. Started procrastinating like hell, keep on postponing my tasks. Spending a lot of time on different social media then are there, couldn't resist, dk why. This sucks.

I have a lot to vent to here goes nothing. 
#1. My mom's cousin is no more and he really got into Drugs (intravenously) and till his last day, his doctor told him not to even think about drinking and drugging, and he did and he is no more. My mom is a cigarette addict and I asked her to quit. Today she yelled at me for pushing her to go the gym Because her health matters and I was really sad. She started to sat crap like "you Don't do anything around the house" etc and it really hurt me for some reason. Everyone could see I was totally off today and when I told them why I am so pissed, they all go "she's your mom. Be nicer. Be gentler" I just couldn't take it. They always expect me to understand the situation and I hate it. I have feelings too. I feel awful and upset too. But why do I always have to put a fake smile on my face and pretend all is okay? Why am I not allowed to feel angry and annoyed when it's clearly the person in front of Me who has hurt me? Why is everyone so biased against me? Why do people act all crappy when they clearly know they have hurt you? And when she asked me why was I so down, I told her that I was
upset because she said all those awful things to me when I was trying to look out for her. She acts all defensive. She even got into a fight with a Girl at the gym, why you ask? Simply because she asked mom to move because she wanted to use the mirror to monitor her exercise. Her gym should be a sacred escape from the worldly crap, but she managed to make it hell, like our house. My mom was even Bitching about Me to her trainer. 

#2 one of my closest friends started to go out with my sister. And when he left to make his own career, he mentioned how he can not live without her, his mom and his sister. I was heartbroken. All I could think of was, "what about me?" My sister always listens to her bf's sister so well but I am always neglected. Always. Nobody listens to me. I was supposed to meet my friend's mom but my sister fought with me and I couldn't handle the nonsense because she hadn't eaten all day. She's 25 years old. She still needs someone to feed.
I was so stupid to think I should stay here for college these are my people, but I completely forgot how much they hurt me on a daily basis.
I really really really wanted to go out for coffee and see the barbie movie. I even wanted to buy a boardgame to play. But all of that was said no to because her bf didn't want to see. I was really upset. 
Back to the day when my friend was going away  they both decided to buy cigarettes first before meeting me and my friend, and my friend was immediately called into his job and i didn't even get to meet him. 
My friend didn't bother to say a proper goodbye. Ans I have to lie to everyone that I miss him but I just don't . 



Life is exhausting and I feel like I want to sleep 24/7

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Hey people, new here.
Been trying to quit smoking since the beginning of this year, tried every possible way, be it gums, patches, etc etc. 
If anyone has an unconventional or even a weird way to quit this bad habit, do let me know! 😪

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