Disorders

So i am in a post breakup stage. I am trying to moveon and somethimes get stuck by his thoughts or recently i am waiting outside my home to see him cross( bcz i knw his route).
I really dont know what actually i want. 
I know people talk about the after breakup maths but i am ahead of this but not in a stage of complete freedom.
The frustration of being in the middle is really tiring. 

Frustration

There is this guy with whom I have an FWB relationship. I met 3 days ago and we had our day after that he texted me that it was nice today. should I text him and ask how he is and all or just ignore him. It's not like he is a stranger like I know for like past 3-4 years. 

Confusion

I'm feeling confused. pretty much good but there is this guy who's my classmate I've been texting with almost every day. when I first saw him he was this quiet kid who took 2 months to talk to people. but then once we started texting and then he revealed why he was that way at the beginning and all. now I'm hella confused about what I feel about him.

3am Thoughts

Hi, I’m in relationship past 4years. I’m 29y and this is my first love and relationship. I been love with someone who different religion from me. And now his family not agree with our relationship. And he start to avoid me. I don’t know what happening there. We are in long distance relationship. I’m from Malaysia and he from India. I can’t visit him also. He not reply my message and at same time he not talking about break up. But I felt like he playing with emotion. I have a serious relationship with him. I can’t move on. I can’t stop my self to stop text stop with him. I need help. 🥲🥲🥲🥲

Anxiety

Am being in a relation since one year. We were actually best friends but due to some consequences we were into a relation. Am very happy in the beginning but now am getting a feeling that am burden to him and I feel like it would be better if have not met him. The main reason for this is because of his past....(his ex came back and making some kind of emotional blackmails) and second is due to his family difficulties he is being avoiding everyone....Recently am being upset with all these things and not able to concentrate on my career. I have very good friends who are cheering up but am again going into the hole of loneliness. I have already approached my bf about this feeling but it made him more sad due to his present family problems so am not able to convey my feelings to him. 

I feel in love with someone more than 4 years but he don't have idea about it today he called me and invited me his engagement party then I just simply replied him congrats am so happy for you he said tq and said find someone for you also can I help you, I replied him stop teasing me then he Caught the call, I wish I said him before how I feel for him , she is so lucky man she got gem 💎

One Sided Love

So my best friend- or as I considered him to be.. today messaged after a long time... he does this many times, messages and vanishes, we don't talk for months and when I realise that maybe it was our last convo, he appears again only to talk about himself and some work and then vanishes again... he never asks about me.. when I confront him he says sorry and starts the same cycle... 
But today, when I confronted him, he said sorry as he had some bad phase and accepted that he used to call me only for some work or for his some need and that was unfair... he said sorry and that from now on he will be in touch and wrote- "we shall be good friends from today".. that statement broke me as I thought that we were already best friends and he used to say the same.. so was he just using me till now.. was all our laughs and stories fabricated to just get some work done by me or get some carrier advice from me?? Are these past 3 years a lie ?? As I am writing these lines I am feeling cheated, sad, betrayed and used.. I am breaking apart, am I overthinking??  You shouldn't have done this dear A.. 

Friends

I wanna share something really personal . it’s something that I can’t put it in words but I’ll try my best it’s just I’ve been fight with myself for way too long and suffering silently and it never really changes . It all happened because of my messed up lifestyle and losing self esteem during covid I had no confidence in me . So basically, I have an internet friend we have never met in real life . We started as friends but some how we became important in our regular routine. It’s like I couldn’t even sleep most nights if he wouldn’t be there on call . Just because he was always there I never could talk about other boys . Even if he was not my boyfriend he would shame me . At times I got weak and felt lonely as hell and decided to be his online gf since he was always there for me . There were times (in short) I’ve had mad anxiety I was treated like shit by my ex and at those times I used to have loads of health anxiety. He was the only person there in those days although I never met him I always treated him like a real person . He have shamed me every month since a year ( about to be ) . Now lately he started college and he is doing well without me and I haven’t been able to accept I keep crying spamming him for what ?? At the end he calls me a slut for my past and I never ever cheated on anyone . all I want is a good relationship and a good boyfriend I just want to block him and forget him and be in peace but again he was also there for me at difficult times I can’t be so selfish right ? I genuinely need help I think I’m ruining my youth !!

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