Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

my body is so gross. i have these giant hip dips. i look like the girls who are bullied online for having such an absurd body size. i have the shortest, fattest fingers ever. they’re so disgusting looking. i have the yellowest, crookedest, smile in the world and my two front teeth are so big that i can only do a tiny smile or i am ugly. uglier. my hair is so boring and it is such a gross texture and color. it looks like shit. my hair is shit. my face is so round. i look so stupid. like a lemon. my head looks like a lemon. there’s so much weight on my cheeks and under my chin. i look like a beast. my stomach is so large. my back is at a weird angle and whenever i see it in the mirror i want to break. my legs look like they belong to a man. my elbows and knees have these stupid brown and purple dry skin that NEVER goes away. i always liked my eyes, but now i see how asymmetrical they are, ruining my face.

i want to see the pretty stuff, but its so overlooked. i wish i could just live in the bodies of all the beautiful girls with perfect curves, heck even NORMAL curves. and perfect skin and perfect eyes and perfect weight.

why cant i be them?
why do i have to be a monster.
a monster in and out.
a disgusting human in a disgusting body

how do i get better
how can i get pretty
why do i have to live in such a filthy body 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢