My best friend and the person i love are kind of close. Because of past behaviour i do not trust my best friend for that girl, so it used to make me insecure. but today still watching them playing together(a game) doesnt made me feel insecure as such. is it okay ?? 

i am not gonna loose interest in her.  I never will. and i dont even want to

3am Thoughts

I am sick of it all!! Today my dentist's administrator who knows I'm only 17 and is about 30 himself hit on me, an old guy at the shops touched me, and when i reached out online this guy started to groom me! I hate myself and I hate this world! I don;t know how to live like this any more I can't handle it all this abuse I'd been abused in every single way by they time i was 12! I hate this!!!

Anger Issues

Heyyy

Acquaintance

Shakeela: 'Good morning children.'
Class: 'Good morning Shakeela.'
Shakeela: 'My mummy got a new bed.'
Teacher: 'That's nice.'
Shakeela:' Yeh, cause she got a new boyfriend.'
😁😁

Feeling very helpless & 💔😭. After being dumped & cheated twice, I finally found my true love who knew all my insecurities & trauma. I came into relationship with him only because he assured me we would get married but after dating 8 months he's saying he can't commit to marriage because of his mom's mental health issues which she's suffering from past 2 months.
He has given me a rough idea that if his mother gets back to normal then only he will talk to his parents for our marriage but has told me not to keep any hopes regarding marriage...although he is ready to continue the relationship or breakup only with the condition that I'll not cry alone but I'm dying here , crying my eyes & heart out with the pain of him giving up so easily. 😭😭
He still loves me & keeps a check on me cares for me but I'm completely devastated & shattered knowing the fact that we won't end up together. 

I used to fight a lot with him & I'm not sure if he's just making an excuse to get rid of me or my toxicity has ruined the love he had for me. 

Kindly suggest me what should I do?

1. End the relationship & just stay in touch as friends because it would be really hard to let him go all of a sudden

2. Or shall I just go with the flow & try to win him back with my efforts to correct all wrong I did to him

I'm feeling very suicidal only with the thought of him being a complete stranger to me😭😭😭please help me with your kind words & suggestions🙏🏻

Suicidal Ideation

When ur toxic dad couldn't simply shut his mouth but instead goes blah blah blah blah blah about how bad his life is, when in reality his life is filled with everything a human being dreams of and he has it all. Fucking pessimist. 

Wo kyu reply nahi kar raha hai🙁

People always tell they won't go for arrange marriage, what's bad in knowing a person introduced by your parents. And then taking a decision. There is a difference between arranged and forced, people always mix them up. 

Heya, I use this platform mostly to share about how I feel, however I do not mind getting some comments or advice. A lot of stuff has been going on lately. Got sick and am behind at college, got hired and there is a bunch of new people and new responsibilities, that social anxiety kinda kicking in, don't know how to deal with it. At the same time to top it all my friend has a GF and before i didn't really notice how lonely I am, but he keeps clapping his mouth about her and now I just feel like it is normal to get one right and yet here I am ... I don't know it's just hard to cope with all the stress from the job and everything else combined.

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