Mmm hey…I don’t know honestly what to say. I am at a gathering rn with one my cousins. And he is like my favv cousin, kinda same age just 2 years older than me and it’s like our bond is pretty nice. But idk today I felt distant. And at this point of time honestly I am in the headspace where for me it’s either you want to be in my life - stay if you don’t - leave.
I don’t know maybe I am mixing things idk. Kinda don’t feel that good. Not looking for a reply or something becuz I don’t think there is anything to reply to this just wanted to get it out of my head.
it is okay to feel that. maybe you’re too tired due to some reason and it making you feel emotional