Midnight thoughts:

3 Am, starry night 🌃
Deep conversation, 
You & me..
And do cup chai..

Alexa play "saawli si raat.."from barfi

"Saawli si raat ho,
Khamoshi ka saath ho.. .
Bin kahe, bin sune..
Baat ho teri meri...!!"❤️

Yash 

Arihant Saini

kocktail

Devout

Nostalgia

Anxious, depressed and don't know how to move on. Family problems, multiple break ups and toxic parents. Tired of moving on from multiple traumas. I just want to feel safe and loved. I feel so lonely. 

Anxiety

Sochta hu ke wo kitne masoom thhe
Kya se kya ho gaye dekhte dekhte....

Maine patthar se jinko banaya sanam
Wo khuda ho gaye dekhte dekhte....

Jo pata puchte thhe kisi ka kabhi
Lapata ho gaye dekhte dekhte....

Ye hai duniya yahan kitne ehal-e-wafa
bewafa ho gaye dekhte dekhte....

3am Thoughts

I am not feeling pretty today. 😕 

Insecurity

How to cope up with the feeling of uselessness.. it's like everything that i am doing i am failing at it and now i feel like i am good at literally nothing... 

Confusion

I am not trying to justify his presence, but he is vice to escape to reality for me. Our relationship is built inside my head. And that relationship gets stronger and stronger when things in my real life fall apart. I have been under a lot of pressure lately - my dad's drinking again, I have neet coming up, and life's been hard generally. He is there, in my mind, as someone who gives unconditional love and support, the kind I never got from my parents and the kind I never received from outside either. The day does not even start when my parents start to fight. I wish somebody had called child services when I was younger to be taken away. Living has been hard lately. And he makes it easier. He's all that good that ever existed in my life, but only in my head. It's virtually non existent 

Feeling devastated my gf wants to end things and I don't know what to do to hold on to her

Breakup

Note to self: remember this pain, how much it hurts. Use it to work harder then you ever have. 

I feel like I am loosing my best friend, he has now started sharing things to my friend whom I introduced him to and i am the second one to know, tho he tells me that all the important things are known by me only!! I feel jealous or what idk but it's kinda bothering! 👀

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