Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

me and my girlfriend are into 11 months of relationship and soon completing 12 months, but I don’t know what has happened to me, I overthinks a lot from past few days about relationship and tired talking to her but it feels like she is way too busy for me, every day out with her friends, not texting back really too long or calling, we have made a rule of at-least calling one time a day but I guess she forgot about it, and even of we talk I’m always the one who calls her, my past relationships was not good honestly and I got into depression, it took me 2 year to handle all thanks to my best friends who have helped at my lowest, so ya this time I’m doing my best of best to maintain relationship but I’m not getting same efforts, and this put me into overthinking things, she has many friends especially male friends, I’m not saying it’s a bad thing for a girl for having male friends who is the relationship, she should have friends but she compares with her friends which I don’t like it, I have told her once’s but she did that again before 3 months, because what I believe is everyone is different and have there unique identities, its hurts yaar, insan self doubt karne lagata hai, but this all things are putting back to that stage where I was 2 years before.