May I have your attention please 🥺
I want you guys to listen me
From past few months I am not doing anything just using my phone and spending time with myself I and learn about my biggest fear this world and that is getting cheated on maybe it sounds pretty simple for you but for me it’s like death I can’t imagine a day without getting into depression thinking about the day I will date a girl love her to death and get cheated in the worst way maybe with my best friend or anyone I can’t stop thinking how easy it is for a woman/man (woman cause I am a straight Guy) but for me it’s like death thinking about the girl the love that my body someone else touch it kiss it or do anything I will die from past month every single thing I saw I relate to cheating and it’s not a bad thing I know I try to talk alot of people but only question I ask about is cheating they say “yes” I feel like that hit again I read other stories and get depressed how someone cheat on there partner latest read about a woman who cheats on his loyal husband with his husbands brother 😰 can you imagine
I don’t have any brother but this gave me anxiety to even think that even I left my girl with a guy for work she gonna cheat me and fuck him i have a cousin who date alot fucks whosoever he want I feel what if that happens to me he fucks my girl I know for you it’s normal but I know what I am going through after that I feel like I begg to google to give me a place where I can talk I came here but nothing changes my every question is related to cheating I cry watching cheating movie all over my social media this going on I
Feel like I am gonna die and there is no cure but I feel like if the problem is mine solution will also be mine I have decided that I am gonna love someone truly and get cheated otherwise this insecurity will kill me but problem I can get over my problem but I can’t get over watching others getting cheated and I started feeling bad for them
I hope for the best
If something is gonna left I will tell that later
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