March 25, 11:01 PM. I just saw this website now. “Okay, Let’s try this one”. I don’t know what came into my mind. I actually don’t know what I’m doing with my life now. Growing up, I had a lot of dreams. Like A LOT. Now that I’m an adult, i just feel sad. 11:05. I don’t know what to say here. I just feel sad. Might go to sleep now. Good night. 

It's never too late to chase your goals. Just go for it !!
You just have to never give up over it and try improving ur skill day by day. Miracle will happen when you're stubborn.
So no need to rethink 
As they say 'dont settle for less'
You can do more than ur potential. You gotta believe in urself

someday i'll be living in a big old city. Why you gotta be so mean

3am Thoughts

Anyone hereee?

YOLO

Glimpse of us- by joji
Great song and definitely watch it's music video. 

Music

Finally I walked out of this one sided love toxic complicatedship. Every time I ask her a question in a polite manner way it always is a threat for her. April-May 2022 Mutual Agreements we had were nth for her though I understand we aren’t in a relationship yet but I want to set some basic principles. She only agreed to them just so she could use me at that moment for hangout, sex and trips. Now that she could travel with her bff since her bff recently got out of relationship, she no longer needs me. I asked her nicely since I was curious why all sudden change of IG and FB profile pictures she said she changed them every couple of months. Boom her followers and following on Instagram increased as well right after the changes. One random guy popped up on my suggested list and I looked at it if I may know him and booom it’s one of her mutual following/follower. So I asked her next day do you know him and she asked me all defensively saying “are you stalking me?” I said “no I don’t, I saw it on my IG suggested list to follow”. Fast forward she told me “why would you want to ask something that you won’t like to hear? We both are single and not in relationship so why does all that matter on whom I talk with?” So I said let’s call it off and she said “Noooo baby, please don’t” I told her that she forgot everything we both had mutual agreement upon, and she said that she didn’t do anything yet but I told her that she will in the future. She said that she likes to party and talk with people so I said I guess you forgot our mutual agreement. She said she don’t have that love connection with me and she tried. So I said what were all the words that you told me that you see future with me and all I love yous? She said you know I changed my mind a lot and very INDECISIVE. So I said that’s it and I am out and I have heard enough from you. It hurts me so bad and I felt so shitty, used and less valued and I felt like I am just your travel buddy, hangout buddy and sex buddy . That’s all I was all along and you hold me near you just so you could use me when no one was near you to keep up with your shit such as help you clean your house that u rented and now finally you back in ur hometown and no longer need me. Now YOU HAVE FRIENDS BACK IN UR HOMETOWN TO HANGOUT WITH AND UR GIRL BFF OUT OF RELATIONSHIP TO TRAVEL WITH YOU SO YOU NO LONGER NEED ME. I know for sure that she’s already talking with bunch to replace me with. This one sided toxic shitty complicatedship love SUCKS and I have cried 3 days straight. 😔

One Sided Love

I live with my grandfather and I am convinced that he somehow blames my sister and I for making him raise us in his older years or something. He gets angry for no reason and seems to believe that we hate him or something. He's constantly saying to "stop playing these games" and stuff similar when we make him angry. Things that set him off can be as stupid as not seeming as happy recently. When he's angry his favorite thing to do is compare us to our parents and saying we're just like them. He in general seems to hate us both and I'm starting to dislike him as time goes on.

Family

Kya lagta hai zindagi kaisi honi chahiye?

Depression

Its okay if you miss someone from your past, they might be your lover, or friends who are at some point close to your heart, in reality we don't forget people who mean the world to us, you might not miss them as you used to do , but you never forget,you just forgive them and move on with your life because thats really important in order to heal.. But don't act over your feelings, your emotions,you definitely miss them right now there is no doubt over it but reaching out to them is only going to break your heart because you should never forget how they treated you, disrespected you when you need them the most.. right now in your healing process the only person who matters to you is you, and you should never abandoned yourself for someone who doesn't care about your feelings....

- Queen 👑

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