Mann!
Its really difficult to be 1st child of your house, (big brother/sister)

Parents care for the second and youngest ones,
They don’t care as much they do for the youngest one still have to act like their love is enough!!!

We have to keep all the worries by ourself no one to share, incase we do we are told that ( tum bade ho aise nai krte be strong₹ and have to move on,

Have to work hard after dad so the other doesn’t have to struggle.



Really! I get it I'm the older one too. As if..we don't need all those that they need but I must sacrifice and for what?? not even to bet treated with basic..

That's so relatable with me man💀. I literally can feel all the things bcz I'm the first child in my family nd it's like ugh

3am Thoughts

Anyone wanna connect?

I do not identify myself as a serial procrastinator 
That's it

College

Hey guys,I need your help. 
I've been working in an IoT product based startup for almost 4 yrs. Everything is a good work culture,salary, managers,boss.
I worked there as a sr engineer and handling a team also. But handling the whole department feels heavy sometimes. But now I feel like there is no scope for growth in my perspective. Because we are working on some platforms and I have to learn that for project requirements but I want to focus on development.
I'm confused whether to switch or not.
Some say the market is not good now some say if not now then when?
Is it good to continue in the same company for 4 yrs?

Career

i feel so empty. nothing fulfills me anymore. i’m so unhappy and devastated with life, i hate it. and i hate me too, i hate how i act and want to be different. it’s so boring, especially when you are holding on by a thread. i am so tired. i want it to be over already. no matter where i go, or what happens i feel so unsatisfied. unsatisfied with life, and how am i living. i feel like no matter where i go or what i do it will never be enough, for myself, and others. i am constantly viewed poorly by everyone, and it doesn’t matter how many times i explain myself to others, no one is listening, or even trying to . i am tired of trying to find someone new to go to. especially when i can easily predict what everyone around me is going to say. i don’t know where i can find atleast one person who understands how i feel. most of the time i don’t even go to people who i know i can, because they have their own issues. i don’t want to flip it on me, or cause too much pressure. i know it’s not all about me, but for some reason it seems like it never is. i get frustrated, and want to cry. crying is the only thing i never seem to get bored of. i don’t how to change my life to make it something seem worth living for, or something i look forward to. i don’t know what i want or how to go through with it. which is not helping either. i can barely even put my thoughts into sentences, even this, was the bare minimum of the overwhelming thoughts, and everything i feel. it almost feels like an identity crisis, i become obsessive with everything, trying to see if i would like my life it was entirely different or come up with make believe things in my head, or even relate it to something i have interest in, but just ends up with me becoming upset because it’s out of my reach and will never be able to happen. i know we don’t get everything in life, or everything that we want. i’m aware. i don’t want to come off as some spoiled kid, i just needed somewhere to explain the tiniest of what’s going on inside. 

Mental Health

Hello Everyone!!!!!!!!!

Celebration

Stressed. I am a mommy to be. I am excited as this is my first baby. But ever since I have gotten pregnant I have been unwell, mostly issues related to pregnancy itself. Like morning sickness, no appetite or cravings. It mostly the food that is stressing me out. I don't feel like eating anything. My mom in law is currently taking care of me. I don't like to eat anything she makes. It's not because she is bad at cooking. It's probably the hormones. I force myself to eat whatever she makes and try not to complain. But it has become too much for me now. I don't want to eat anything she makes but don't want to hurt her feelings either. Also I m always tired so I can't cook anything for myself too..I don't know what to do. Despite being pregnant I m losing weight which is also a cause of concern. I m at a loss as to what I should do 🙁

Anxiety

This is not a dating platform, but do people seek relationships here?

If he was rude to you but he didn't meant what he said in anger and emotion should I give a chance? He was disrespectful and angry and said never comeback because i*me* deserve better. But ik this he was crying while saying this and didn't meant what he said.

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