Long post ahead
Hello. To be honest I don’t know how to start. So the thing is I think I made a wrong decision last year that until now still haunts me. I was able to take my supposedly dream program which was Engineering—before pandemic I was so sure that I want to become an engineer. I attended online classes for a week but because of our sloppy internet connection and of course the unbearable number of tasks I decided to stop. I mean I stopped studying which makes me a college dropout. In addition, I was eager to find myself and what’s my real passion, and I know I’m privileged to take a path to explore myself: I tried to learn music, art, and writing. All of those helped me to at least assuage my mind. But recently, especially if you live here in a hell hole called Philippines I feel like everything has gotten worst. I keep on thinking of my “What if’s”. What if I did not stop?, what if I tried to hold myself a little longer? What if I just tried? I feel dumb, stupid and lost right now. I want to share my thoughts with my friends and family, but I’m afraid for they have their own issues to solve and I don’t wanna be burden. Thank you, in advance.
Heyy u did what you thought was right at that time nd now u cant change it … now just focus on your future now what you wanna do in future nd for that take steps nd dont regret its okay everyone does it
Better ‘oops’ than ‘what if’. I am sure you would have heard this a lot, But what one needs to know is that life is short and every ‘what if’ cannot be changed to ‘oops’. It’s okay to feel that things are not going the way you wanted to. Maybe universe has something else planned for you.
At last, good things take time. No phase is permanent in life. There will be times when you will have bad phase but trust me good phase is not far away. Just push yourself through this bad time.
Hope it helps:)
