Listening to those songs today reminds me the day I used to cry all night .
I’m holding myself back so hard but why he does those things ? Is he really don’t know what can hurts me ? Am I just useless. Idk I… I just don’t want it anymore. I seriously thought ki we’ll spend sometime tonight even I’ve made him something lovely but when he called he asked me for money, was keep 9n saying I’m bored he dies not know that finally we’re talking since morning let’s talk only sometimes , and he’s friends called him to play n he went saying “bb sun mai khelne jara hu” kya bolu mai ? I can’t guide him anymore man he never act mature always want me to behave mature. God bless me