Listening to Disney song rn while doing my work. I really can’t stop myself to sing out loud even if my voice was not so good.😂 So sorry na sa kapatid kong naririnig ako ngayon✌️



Same happened with me but the song was different ... But the situation was quite awkward 

Other

Anyone watching MCI VS RMA??

3am Thoughts

Why I'm scared of attachment aur jo log meri care karte hai mujhse unse hi dar kyu lagta hai 

With all my family promods i feel like i'm living in cardarella. My dad is tell with us but he stopped talking to me caring about me or doing inching with me scents i was 5. My mom she tells me how i should look and that i have to do what evey a sister and brother wants even though they are younger than me and i have to be a mom of them and stop have friends becaues most of them want stay. My brother hits me and treats me like a maid. My sister hits me too and treats me like a maid but she also bestoys all the stuff i ever get from anone. Me the cardarella the name i was al was called by sents my name is Ella and when you thing of ella you think of cardarella and i'm the girl that gets yelled at, hit, have to take care of her sister and brother, be the mom even though i'm not the mom, and put up with the fact im trapped in the house 24/7 and never get to go see friends or get free time much.

Family

I want to share with someone one but I can't. So one night my ex brother texted me at night and said I want to meet you now. I said why he said that he want to talk about his relationship which was with my one of my relative . So I said that I think it is not good to come at night and talk about this he said it is urgent , so I said okay as he was also like my big brother and I should help him . So he came 2 ,3 days like this to talk about it.
But one night he came and said that he want to be in relationship with me . I immediately said are you crazy , I was in a relationship with your brother how can I be with you and you are like my big brother . So he said that so what you are in which year that you are thinking like that. I said no and said him to leave the room but he said no and started to come closer and forced me . I can't shout for a help also . Next day I texted him and said that forget about that night and don't text me again as I don't want to remember that night . But I can't forget that night.
After two months my ex text me and said I want to meet you now it is very important . I said okay and went to meet him but then I saw he was drunken and was very angry . Then he said that I know everything about you and want you have done with my brother . I was trying to explain the thing but he said no I don't want to listen anything , and said how can you do like this to me and forced me I was crying and begging to him that please don't do but he was not . He make my video and started to blackmailing me . I can't think what to do what to not. I just want to finish myself but I thought that no I can't cause I have sister who are still small and we have only father I can't . After many days he l said to my father that please say that person to stop calling me or texting me as my friend had good relationship with him . After that day he doesn't text me or call me and I have blocked them but still I am in fear . I can't forget that night ,  that two night . My hands are still shaking while writing this.

Mental Health

Feeling confused


I am a intovert ....and sometimes I feel that I am not able to speak my heart or thoughts as we folks aren't outspoken

Overthinking

So I guess its Raining in most of the cities... Do you also miss someone who used to care about you and telling you dont get wet in rains or else you will fall sick ??? Go Home soon ?? 

Major Missing anyone ??

Love

I’m unable to talk to my dad like everyone does. He hurt me a lot in my childhood. He was emotionally unavailable. But now he tries to talk to me but I don’t, I get irritated. I’m unable to talk to him, I am unable to open up to him. I only talk to him when I want him to buy something for me. I feel so bad . But I’m unable to do anything.

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