
LIFE IS LIKE CLIMATE...
IT CAN SUDDENLY CHANGE, WHENEVER AND WHEREVER...
BUT,
MEMORIES ARE LIKE OXYGEN..
THEY STAY IN YOUR BREATH FOREVER...
Good evening and Beautiful
Memories


Kabita 💫

Paul Chinedu

3am Thoughts

Why have you changed? I was wrong to think that you would never change. You changed idk why but I feel broken. Yes I haven't confessed to you but ik you know my feelings. Earlier you used to tell me "I love you" out of nowhere but see now you don't even remember this. You don't even have time for me. You are so busy right? It's been more than a year but today is the first day I'm crying for you. I'm craving for you, don't you feel it? You can feel ik but it's just time is not right. When I contact you in daytime then you are busy with your friends and at night you have to complete your sleep, Ok I understand but at the same time I'm not able to make my heart understand. You only tell me what should I do? 

Dear friend,
I miss you more than you can Imagen, It was only you and I...now that you left it seems you moved on. I don't think you realized how much you meant to me...I don't think you knew I admired you, that I saw you as someone who accepted me. You never judge me...you were the first real friend I had, no one cared to know me better but you did, you even knew when I was happy or sad even though I always had a serious face. You were the first person that wanted to celebrate my birthday together, you really treated me like a sister...you helped me when I wasn't feeling myself, you always knew how to cheer me up. 
After two years I finally found your Instagram account, I don't have the confidence to talk to you, you probably wouldn't even remember me, you probably don't want to talk to me...it has been a year since I found it but I can't seem to have the courage to talk to you...
I miss you a lot, you moved on and made new friends, but I couldn't...the others never treated me like you did...It's painful how I can't seem to move on...

I'm sorry mom.
I'm not the person you wanted me to become. There are things I have done that I'm not proud of but now there is no going back. I hate the person that I've become. I'm writing this with tears in my eyes...i never wanted to hurt you, I just wanted to make you proud..And I tried, I really did. I did my best mom. I fought with circumstances that were not easy for me but I kept going because I didn't want to let you down. But these circumstances made me the person that I am today. I kept going deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole and here I am now..hating myself for the person I've become. I'm sorry mom but I was lonely.. I had no one..no one to actually hold my hand and tell me that it's okay if I mess up.. Not even you mom, not even you.. I had no one.. I still have no one. I know you love me but you don't understand I know that. I just didn't want to let you down l that's all I ever wanted.. 

Depression

I never got a chance to say goodbye to a girl that was in relationship for 3 years. Real reason was because she Ghosted me that's why I never got a chance.

So I wrote a short goodbye note for her.

I hope this message finds you well. I wanted to take a moment to express my gratitude and bid you a proper farewell, as I never got the chance to do so in person.

I want to thank you for the time we spent together, even though it didn't end the way I had hoped. Though our relationship ended in 2018, (Although i didn't deserve that) I am grateful for the experiences we shared and the lessons I learned.

It took me some time to come to terms with the breakup, but I now realize that it was for the best. And I have found my peace in life. We were not meant to be together, and I have since grown and learned from the experience. I forgive you.

Though it's unfortunate that our paths had to diverge, I wish you all the best in your future endeavours. I have no doubt that you will continue to achieve great things and leave a positive impact on those around you.

Thank you again for everything, Savita. I will always hold the memories of our time together in high regard. I wish you nothing but happiness and success in all your endeavours.

Goodbye 👋🏻 😊



March, 3, 22 Thursday 

Realizing I’m wrong

When I stop being your Freind I didn’t just all of a sudden feel the guilt. I start feeling the guilt once I start being other ppl friends and they started treating me how I use to treat you. That’s when I realized that I was wrong for my actions that took place when we were friends. Yes I regret it now Bc I was in your position and got to see your POV of things. Everyday I wonder how you put up with me, and now I finally realized no one else is like you and is gonna put up with me how you did. Regret my decisions everyday wish I took another path.. I’m sorry.

Failure

I miss the memories from last year

Memories

I miss you so much sister. Like i don’t know what’s wrong with us. But we hardly meet because we are busy . But we don’t talk like we use too . Now you don’t share things with me. And i came to know from someone else. It’s hurts like hell . Even if i come to talk you just stay in phone . Like either we fight with each other or get upset with each other. ( But our bond was never like this we were soo close . From last 3 years ) like i don’t know what to do

Life's long. But not long enough for us to meet again.

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