Life has knocked me down a few times. It Has shown me things that I never wanted to see. I have experienced sadness and failures. But one thing for sure, I always get up and I'm proud of where I stand now.. 💙

Much needed line at the moment, thanks for that.

GOOD TO KNOW U DID STAND UP THATS WHAT WE NEED TO DO THATS LIFE

Motivation

Sometimes I feel to be in agreement of course of action & ideology of Thanos.... We humans are catastrophic... To the nature and to ourselves as well...

Tooo much population... Too much chaos.. 

Delusion

I feel empty wtf dude 
Feeling depressed and frustrated at same time


Depression

No matter what happens, you keep moving forward!!! Tatakae!!!

3am Thoughts

I feel alone. No one cares. No one in my family understands me. All my friends are busy with their lives. I feel it's somewhat my fault as I expect to get the care and love I give to people and it is never reciprocated. I always make sure I'm checking in with my friends but no one ever asks me how am I doing. I wanted to surprise my friends about something and now I don't want to as I don't think they care why the hell am I working hard for it.
No one knows what I'm feeling, what am I going through. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't know why am I suffering through all this. I don't feel anything, I don't feel happy or excited or angry. I just feel sad sometimes. This is worthless. 

Mental Health

Social media makes me feel jealous. Their top universities make me feel jealous. They are progressing. I wanna run away 

Anxiety

i m tired of life and living

Exhausted

For the last few years, I'm just losing people. I lost all of my close friends, they just simply walked out of my life or cut off. I'm detached from my family already, haven't been in any relationship for the last 7 years.

Everytime I was close to being in love, it ended up in being abandoned and I was treated like shit.

I do have online friends to talk to, but I don't have any irls, someone I could rely on, meet or hug or spend time with. Even the few irls I had probably don't seem to be as close to me as I feel they are.

Even the ones that I still have in my life just don't care enough or give a fuck about me. I'm the last one to be considered, plans with me are forgotten easily, I've never been appreciated, neither been acknowledged nor assured about how they feel about me.
Most of the times it feels like everyone talking to me is doing a favour only and I find it hard to trust people now.

I want to have real friendships, like we see the "goals", hanging out together, spending time, making memories, travelling and doing all the warm things together, making pacts or bucket lists. I want to be loved too and I feel like I'll never find love, ever.

**TLDR : Everyone I've trusted or been close to has literally disappointed me in every possible way. I've never been someone's priority**

Friends

What does it mean if you're constantly dreaming about the same person everyday? 

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