Let’s talk. Getting much frustrated. Need to
Divert myself from myself. 

Mental Health

Hi me and my ex study in the same college and are in same course as well. Well she broke up with me 2 years ago and depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts took over my mind. My college reopened last week and I saw her after a long time and my anxiety triggered real hard and I started trembling and my breath got real heavy. Even if I look at her I start to feel anxious and want to kill myself for losing her. I still love her more than anything else. Please help me or I might end up killing myself.

Anxiety

I need a girlfriend 

Love

What if... she was just waiting for you to break up with her. what if... she already found someone better than you and just waited for you to finally break up with her. What if... she's just acting like the victim when she isn't. What if... she manipulated the whole situation. 

I remember those days when we used to talk daily to each other and gradually I started loving her she was just like me I felt like she's the one for me. One day I told her about my all feelings and she denied not by not saying it directly she stopped texting me, stopped giving me reply on my messages. I called her and asked I did something wrong? She said that she wants a break from social media but I can her daily updates and activeness on every platform.
Idk why it's bothering me so much it gives regretful thoughts every time I think about it.
Can someone please help me it or tell me that I did something by expressing my feelings for her.

Day 8 of breakup we spoke last night it started off good then I started spiraling asking her why she’s doing this she told me she loves me but it was a mistake reaching out and blocked me 

3am Thoughts

Guys I need your help tell me which one is love among the two situation 
1st: that girl's really beautiful everyone wants her I like her so much because our vibes matches a lot. My heart flutters whenever she's around. I can know her presence. I like dominating girls and she does that always. She tries to make little effort... I think about her almost every minute of the day but I can't share my situations as I don't feel that comfy. But I want to take care of her. I feel that we make a good match.i feel nervous around her but I like her a lot. She's everything that I want in a girl but I can't share my problems with her as she's going through a lot plus I feel uncomfortable.i want her as my girlfriend. 
2nd : whenever I talked with her I always felt happy.i can share everything with her without any fear of judgement. I can say anything about her without giving a second guess she's cute and I trust her a lot. But I always wanted a girl with height though that doesn't matter now. I don't feel butterflies but my heart beats faster increases whenever I see her with someone else I get jealous.i wanted her as my partner but there was too much pain 



I just want to know which is love 

Confusion

Question for girls :

I have crush in college, shes so cute we used to have short eye contacts. But today she stared me for like 5 seconds and my heart was like boom.

Later I stalked her but then she started talking with her friends and gave no attention to me, not even short eye contact,

Why this?? 

College

I need girlfriend... Can anyone help... 


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