undercover @udontknow
lately ive been feeling as though i need to exit the world. even though i am not able to go through with it, i always feel like i want to. itβs like the world has been testing my patience a lot recently and i donβt know how much more i can handle until i break. i donβt cry and i donβt show that i am bothered by it cause if i do then people will just treat me as if i get hurt by everything. its so difficult and there is no one i can talk to.
Zak Puckett @ztothephour
This is a surprisingly popular opinion and im willing to bed you know it(doesnt change anything, i know personally). I would try to convince you that its not that you want to exit, just seems like an option when every thought and feeling is running high because it seems to be the only one. Everybody hurts. You dont get judged on hurting, but how you respond and own those hurts. Woe is me never got anybody far. This may seem silly but my girlfriend will confirm what iβm about to say. βI will cry like a man right to your faceβ
Zak Puckett @ztothephour
Forgot the last part, youβre here because you know its important to find someone to talk to, right?