Lately i have been in this friend group and it has been rough these past two weeks and i wish i could say that they are amazing people. But honestly right now they really suck. Also the guy i have been intimate with is also in this friend group and recently i have been starting to develop feelings for him and i wish i did not because i know how he feels about me and realtionships in general. I honestly don’t know what to do with myself anymore i feel like ive lost so much in two weeks and all i want to do is lay in bed and forget the whole world exist.
friend i can understand how you feel. nobody should have to feel this way. i suggest you take time off from this friend group. surely down the road you will find people who you will feel comfortable with. its ok to lay back and recharge.