Last night while having a random conversation with him over call I just realized that this is not love. He doesn't care about me.

It’s good to realise as soon as positive it’s gud for you

Now that you know, what do you plan on doing?

3am Thoughts

I don't know how to put this feeling into words. It's like loneliness has seeped into me. I feel lonely and sad and somehow, this is what I want. I want to break ties with everyone around me so that I can be alone. I want to cry but I haven't been able to cry for years. I know I should ask for help, but I don't want to reach out and burden others with my problems, especially when I don't know how to put my feelings into words. People have a tough time relating to what's said in clear words, let alone unsaid, bottled-up feelings. 

Koi aisa ahl-e-dil ho..
Ke Fasana-e-mohabbat,
Mai use suna ke roun vo mujhe suna ke roye..

~saifuddin saif

I hope he stays mine forever hehe 
lil appreciation post for my hubby 
I love you I really do and u will be happy by your side even if you’re poor or someday won’t have any chatt ghar ke upar
I’ll be fine ig 
Cuz ur the one I need and want ultimately to be stay calm 
You’re my home I love you 

Random appreciation post for hubby ( just wanted to try out this app ig? And also let out stuff from my heart hehe and obv gonna send it to him🥰🤭) I love you hubby 


Love

I have so much in my head right now, and yet here I am seeing my thumbs dancing around keypad thinking what should I write and how should I start. :)

Anxiety

I thought there was something between us. They say you feel it in your gut and I felt it. I got excited like damn finally you would be the one. And then I found out you have a boyfriend 💔 I'm so tired of this... It's the same every time

Crush

In idle chatter with friends, In cups of coffee, In black & white pages, In milestones, In brand new values, In buried desires, In a million counts, In someone's eyes..
Everywhere are rows of noise, all this in front of me are but the illusions of words,
Where is the way that carries through webs and tricks to silence?
That which you seek have you ever found it ?
The emptiness of your soul has anyone filled it?

Love. Peace. Faith
❤️.☮️.ੴ

- Gurpreet Singh

Hope

So, a bit complicated but I'll let it out.
A friend of mine told me that he is interested in me, and i too liked him. We had a good time but there came some misunderstanding due to which we didn't talk for a while. Then he tried to approach me multiple times but i was avoiding it  because i was already being highlighted alot when talking to him and because of some judgmental environment that i had in my college so didn't wanted to get in touch, after 3 years gap since we study in same institute we coincidentally got the same batch, I now felt to resolve the problem and talk to him and so did he. I told him that i still love him but due to certain circumstances i was avoiding him but he told me he has someone else in his life entered now and i am left heart broken i don't know what to do, where to go...

Ok so the thing is I met my best friend in 2019 and we become friends in 2020 we had so many arguments but every time I say sorry and end the argument. But sometime ago we had a big argument and finally it last month so we were chill and we start calling each other a sisters but I don’t understand her like suddenly she start acting weird for no reason she get angry I can’t understand her I really want to know what is wrong but she take double/wrong meaning what I say! I don’t want to loose her but I don’t like when she start acting weird she is the only one who is my friend and I tried to talk to her so many times but nothing happened I don’t want someone to reply means he/she can but I just wanted to share this coz it’s keep disturbing me🥺! 

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