Kabhi lagta h move on kr diya par suddenly uski yaad tadpa deti h khud ko nukshan pahuchane ka man krta h haaye ye dard jine nhi degi... Kabhi ye cigarette🚬 dard dur kar deti h kabhi yahi dard ka karan ban jaati h kyu kiya tumne mere sath aisaa..  Ya jo kiya o mene hi kiya khud ke. Sath kya iska jimmedaar me hi hu.. Mujhe tumse dil lagana hi nhi chahiye tha...  Har duwao  me manga tha tumko phir bhi mere sath aisa kyo hua naa nind aati h aati h to uthne ka maan nhi krta.. Kya ye dard me deserve krta hu. 

Breakup

Andar chalne vali sanse Tak tumhari nhi h fir bahar k dukho aur logon ko kyu apna maan bethe ho!!?
- Osho

3am Thoughts

You know what,
 you are living the BEST life whenever you feel 'Yaar 24 ghante bhi Kam pad rhe hai'.
BEST time of your life.
All day you do 1000 things,
1.Just don't have time to think whatever it is especially 'Negative' ones.
2.Your screen time is just 30/45 mins a day.
3.You don't have time to listen or notice,'Kaun mere bare m kya keh rha hai,kya soch rha h'.
4.At the end of the day,'Bister p pde pde so jate ho yaar(sukoon)😇'.

And the best part is, 'MAIN' character wali feels rehti h 24 ghante.

Aur chahi e kya insan ko jindagi m🤗🤗🤗
(As per my thoughts).

Happy

Good morning people 🌞
Today let's discuss a few things you shouldn't be feeling guilty for 🌻 
1. Asking for help 🦋
2. Taking a break 🌿
3. Setting boundaries 🤲
4. Choosing yourself first ☀️
5. Saying no 😊 
6. Remove toxic people from your life 🤍

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Affirmations

Today I have lost all the faith and trust what you have in friendship 
I was try to contact one of my best friend since weeks but there was no reply today I again called her and she called back after an hour and this is what she told me that smjh nhi araha I am not picking your cal it means I am ignoring you mera kisi de baat krne ka mann nhi krta and all I said okay as you wish and she cut the call 

Friends

I'm able to forget the things which Ayesha told soo much strength she had to commit suicide kaash mere mein bhi itna strength hota and  that line mujhe kabhi insaan ki shakal math dikhana 
Its not like I'm connecting to her but still...

I am so happy because kabhi kabhi aap anjaane mein aise logo se mil jaate hai jiske baare mein aapne kabhi socha bhi nhi hota hai .

Celebration

Sometime jo hum chahte hai vo kabhi Nai milta jis ke liye me hu vo man chaha na mile usko hum under pressure se change kare .. jo hum chahte hai ki kash bila kuch bole sub ho jaiye Aakhit kab tak apne man ko sumjhau usko sumjhau..pata hai phele mujhe bus akela lagta tha per ab Itna tut gai @hu kisi se bat karene ka man Nai karta khud se tak Nai khud ki taklif unsunna karne ki koshish karti hu per jiske bare me jab sumjh aai tab se socha or vo hi Nai mile or fir hum kisi ek aise bandhan me bandh jaiye jis se hum bhar nikla chahe to bhi Nai nikal sakte kash kash phele hi mene meri life jee li hoti to aaj kisi ki liye rukna Nai padta tha kisi k liye yuu rona Nai padta tha 

Today I restarted my Instagram and posted content again,and now I am getting bad thoughts ki Wahi log wapis mera baare mein ultha bolenge kharab bolenge baate krenge ajeeb lg rha hai Mujhe Bahut I am getting anxiety and I am going through very rough phase of my life .I am in depression everything seems to be unnatural unacceptable and others stuff .Mujhe hai ki mein wapis post kiya wo past ke log fir dekhenge Mujhe Bahut bura lg rha hai ajeeb bhi .Mein yaha likhti hu jis se wo chij bs bhul jao ya likha do .

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