Just yesterday came the news of my boards cancellation… Something just hit me… Shit! … now I’ll go to college… Finally time to grow up
Distant college… Away from family… And one thing that I regret most is not able to have one meaningful conversation with my papa… He’s too busy dealing with all the financial problems of our family… He hids his tension really well… But never let us know about it… Whenever I approach him regarding the same… He cracks some stupid joke or irritates me… He irritates hell a lot…
He always hides whatever he’s feeling by sometimes scolding us or by sometimes trying to take interest in whatever we are doing ( but in a way which irritates us… He knows about this… But this is how he is… can’t do much about it)…
PS- by ‘we’ and ‘us’ I meant my 2 years younger brother and me
So now that I have to go to college… I really regret that I never had a meaningful conversation with him… And I don’t know if in future I’ll get that chance or in future if I will be so bonded with him
It’s just that I really feel sad about this… I’ve always wanted to have good convo and bonding tym with my father… but everytime our family problems peeps out and spoil the moments
That’s all I have to say…
Don’t worry you still have time, and you can’t force a meaningful conversation it has to be mutual, you don’t grow up in college you are just away from your family and with more responsabilities. Tell him that you love him and that you appreciate everything that he does for you.
