Just wrote a 40 lines paragraph about how i feel, got deleted cause i had to verify my email... Sums up my life 

Oh well, same happened to me. It's fine. Write whatever you feel right now.

Insomnia

Today had a good time with my family 
We laughed together after a longgg time it really felt good we shared thoughts with each other…
💐

3am Thoughts

It's my birthday today and everyone around me is cheering for the same . I lost one of my relative a few days ago after a she struggled for 34 days in the hospital . I want to cry but I can't because I have to support my family in such tough times . But to me Everything feels overwhelming .

Frustration

Malayalikal ellarum poyo👀👀👀

Friends

I met with an accident in my childhood where i lost vision in my right eye.
Was bullied at school, treated badly, was left alone, lived every sec in fear, self conscious, no friends, alone and aloof and it continues in high school and colleges
I don't feel loved by anyone only pitied upon and false hope and sympathy...
Feel lyk giving up in lyf, puzzled and depressed. Don't know how to handle this cruel world🥺🥺

Body image

How can we help the feeling of pain when you know since the very beginning that your parents and siblings have abandoned you completely and they don't care about you emotionally at all. I don't feel safe like this , my home never felt like home and my family seems against my happiness. I'm struggling very badly with the pain of just knowing this , they can never be happy in my happiness and it's doesn't even count if I'm sad or in pain. It almost kills me everyday knowing that I'm not loved by them and also making me more and more anxious about the sad and painful future. How can I deal with this. I'm struggling very badly and I'm in my early 20s. I'm not able to process this pain and accept it and just move on. We live in a such a weak society where we don't even connect emotionally with our own kids and I feel so sorry for being here and that I'm dealing with such a painful emotions.

Parenting

there’s this guy and we have been talking for a while now we have lots of problems but we can’t seem to pull away from each other we always work them out but tbh there’s a lot of trust issues going on between us and idk what to do i know where toxic for each other but i love him so much 

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