Just want to share something that I cannot with people i know… I don’t know if i am looking for any advice or just wanting it out. I am a very happily married woman with 2 children until last year when i got back in touch with my ex. He was my first love, i loved him with all my heart and it was with him that I understood the meaning of love… we both are from different religions… i was ready to give up everything for him then but things didn’t work out and we parted ways. I married and moved to a different country and was never in touch with him. Last year i just received a message from him and things got back between us… we started chatting long hours and hé showed me care and gave me all the attention in the world… He made big promises that we can have our own little world without coinciding with our reality… he is married too… i went with the flow and I wouldn’t blame him because i kind of wanted it too… slowly he got busier with work and hours reduced to minutes and now it sometimes is just a good morning and good night… he is genuinely busy with work I know that but all i want is his attention and some time for me which I know is never going to happen… I don’t know what i am after and what this holds for me… I keep waiting for his message all day and night and he barely messages … sometimes he does but there are always other things more important than me… i am exhausted emotionally… i am wrong I know that but i am helpless regarding my love for him… i get anxiety if I think of losing him… just feeling very sick of this situation i am in… please don’t judge me I have no one to share my life situation with
Janmesh @janmesh
Hey i think you should move on as you did first time… it will hurt you again but you’ll be more happy if you move on and not moving on might affect your kids! so i guess moving on again is better idea to make you and your kids stay happy:)
You can still message him but without any expectations!
