Just sucks to know that no matter what I achive in life I’m never going to be enough for my parents 

Guy who works, and motivate you in your work process, while still manage to be around, and care for you >>>>> ❤
I am so falling for him more and more. 

Love

#That's me

Improve yourself, but never change. Be someone better, but remain yourself. Forget who hurt you, but don’t forget who loves you every day. Forget the past that makes you cry and focus on the present that makes you smile.😊🙂😍

#Ask yourself who are you?

Happy

So today a teacher was talking about mental health so after she was done I asked her if she had tips for family problems and she asked me of what kind and I then replied about toxic family and she started to ask me if I need help and I agreed and told her that my grandma touched me and she was shocked, so before leaving she asked me if I wanted her to inform the office about that and I replied that I don't think that this will change something. So after, a teacher from the office came, she told me to not be afraid of her and that she won't judge me, she's a sociology teacher so I can talk to her, then after telling her about my situation she told me if I wanted to take this far, to take actions and I then agreed even if she asked me if I was sure, well now I'm gonna wait... I'm a bit afraid because of my family, I want to get out of this and I seriously need help since they're affecting my mental health so much that I can't even focus on my studies. I cry everyday just because of them, but can anyone give me some courage to not be afraid? please I really need it, I'm so afraid of the consequences, I want something to change and I've tried to do my best a lot of time but no one did something so now I hope that I will be in peace one day

Life

I finally made him jealous, am in like a casual relationship with a guy with whom I fell in love with. I told him many times about my feelings and all he says was to not keep Hopes as he cant love again because of his past. But I know deep down somewhere he likes me and he just doesn't wanna accept it. Everytime we make jokes around saying we went with someone and all but we know that it's all a lie. But yesterday I did a prank, I told him I went on a date with someone else and first he said good later when he asked "did you really go out on a date?" And then I knew he is believing it so I went with the flow. I told him it's my secret crush blah blah and I actually went out with my friends and took photos in a way and kept status so that he can believe I did go out in a date. Today morning he casually asked me if I did my work and he asked wether I enjoyed my date and I said yeah and all and he asked me to send the guys photo so I sent him one of my friends photo and his reaction was unexpected.
The guy who says that he became rock and he cant feel any emotions became jealous. He said he doesn't feel good about all these, he said when I have genuine feelings for him then why did I go out with someone.
Am so happy listening to that, because I know he likes me somewhere at the bottom of his heart and he just doesn't wanna get it out.
I know I shouldn't have done it but sometimes am tired of giving love and I feel I should get some love too, even in jealousy there is love.

Hi guys so i have an english listening test tuesday but i’m not very great at listening tests could u give tips how i could make a listening test better how to improve myself??

School

My brother is secretly having an affair with an older woman. What should I do?

I found out that my brother having an affair with an older woman. my brother is 30 i think? I saw her facebook profile and checked everything and also her birthday (1971,dec1). she has a husband and 2 children (son-25+,daughter-32+married). Whatever…

I despise my brother for everything, she maybe fall for him? had a crush on him. you see if any girls talk to me or come to me he criticizes and degrades me in front of them. he has ruined my life all years and controlled me. I don’t like his personality that he has
.
I even have an older brother(he’s 33 and different and insults my parents secretly, i’m won’t bring up this story) and the one I’m talking about is “middle brother” and me I’m the “younger”(25 too) one whos writing this description.

You know she’s a business owner, CEO and my brother does managing her stuff and he gets pay(i guess). I know him well enough. in he’s room smells like manure he doesn’t chore or clean his room, my mom does and pressures her sometimes. like I said “personality or behavior”.

I’ve found out their activity in messenger and found he had a selfie photo with her, together and one is tape, about he was sucking her vagina like it’s 52secs clip. she sends this tape to him. I don’t know if he was taking those pictures or recording a moment with her phone or his phone
i can’t tell.

maybe he already sends those (her pic+rec clips) with his friends only. his friends aren’t good but stalkers.

i can’t accept his action. I need help with this. i can’t imagine this kind of happened. I can’t accept what he did in my past life. it makes me mad and so sad.

Note: What should I do about it? should I tell her husband or son or daughter about it? or talk to this woman? can i do that?

my parents know him well. he had started this kind of activity in the past 2015.


Sexual Health

Need help related to career. Is anyone free?

3am Thoughts

Hey guys me and my boyfriend live in the same country but different states and it is his birthday soon I want to write him a letter and post it to him but I don't know what I should write have any of you guys got something that might make a 15 year old boy happy? 

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