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just so uneasy, i feel like i am losing everything i had or everything i am trying to hold onto, the more efforts i try nd put the more things just goes unlike my way,there’s a saying β€œTHE MORE THE MERRIER” which is working just the opposite for me. At times i feel like i can do a lot of things and at times as if i am way to tried of handling everything to much by myself. The more i think about this the more i get disappointed. I am person who puts everyone in front of me, living to everyones expection is my kind of personality, not matter how much i try to not do it i end up doing it more than i resisted.After my dad passed away i feel like i have to take the responsibilty of my household event though i have a elder sister. which ends up bringing the personality trait back. It really gets sometimes so hard that i wish all of this wouldn’t happen if my dad was alive. My life would have been much sorted, Attending college, Hanging out with friends, not having so much tension and responsibilites to carryout in my life and most importantly i would be able to cry whwenever it gets hard on me.
Ihave tried making time for myself,leaving the thoughts about others,caring about others, but it just don’t work out me. The thoughts just keep coming back not matter how it i try to make some time for myself. I literally tried every possible way of making myself happy, finding a hobby, working out on it, reading, listening music, sharing my thoughts with anyone, but its just that nothing works for me…

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