just feels like koi toh baate krne ke liye bhi hota kam se kam :(
this sounds so desperate at the same time 

hai na yrr 
mtlb theek hai i don't want any random person to talk to me 24*7 but at least i wish ki kaash koi vahan Hoya if i need someone 

Yes koi ho kash jb hume kuch batna ho jo sirf sunne hamari kbhi bolne ka mn ho toh chup chap sath de kbhi hume kuch bolne ka moka na de aapni sunaye but sadly this remains in kash nowadays 

kuch bhi random story bata lo share krlo 
insaan vaisa hona chahiye nahi toh baate krne ke liye toh poori zindagi bhi kam pad jaaye 

It's sounds but that feeling is true 🙂

3am Thoughts

Does anyone have the weird thing ki jo unkai dil ya dimag mai ho wo unkai face par saaf nazr ajata hai. Among the lots of things i hate abt myself... this is the one thing i cannot hide🙄

Other

Dear me, the more you wait, the more you regret. Life gives limited chances with unlimited options, toh Darna choro, or action lena start karo 🕯️🔥🙂

Self Love

Relationship mein hun toh kisi ladke se baat karna gunah hai kya ? Aur agar hai toh yaar ye toh crime jesa hua na i am not saying ki main kahin aur chali jaaungi ya fir kisi aur mein interested ho jaaungi but i just wanna know .... 

"I don't want to live".
Kya jabardasti h hai jeena padega? 
Exiting everyday is a pain. And I don't  have a choice to die.

Life

Hey suno, 
Ha tum tumse hi bat karni h mujhe
Life difficult lag rahi hai na? Akela mehsoos ho raha hai, jaise kahi fas gaye ho aur tumhari awaaz nahi pohoch rahi logon ke paas.

As pass ke logon ki chalakiyon ka shikar ban chuke ho tum. Baar-baar ek hi sawaal puch rahe ho khud se, "Main hi kyun?"

I know, bahut emotional ho tum, sabko yeh dikhta hai. Lekin tumhare rone pe logon ko drama lagta hai, tumhare aansu unhe tumhari sympathy pane ka zariya lagte hain. Shayad kisi ko nahi pata hai ki tum emotional kyun ho, kyunki tumhare har baat pe rona aa raha hai.

Tum andar se khatam ho rahe ho jab koi thoda bhi pyaar se baat kar le to. Tum us insaan ko apna maan lete ho, use apna bana kar uske liye jo kuch bhi karna chahte ho, vo sab kar lete ho. Lekin phir vo hi insaan tumhe dhoka deta hai, aur tum apne aap se nafrat karne lag jaate ho, apne aapko blame karne lag jaate ho.

Yeh soch ke ki shayad kami tum mein hi hogi, kyunki har baar bachpan se lekar aaj tak tumhe sirf blame kiya gaya hai. Tumhari acchai ko humesha for granted liya gaya hai.

Aur ab se badi baat yeh hai ki tum kisi se help nahi lena chahte, khuddar jo ho tum. Tumhe lagta hai kyun kisi pe bojh banu. Aaj tak itna sambhala hai khud ki, aage bhi sambhal lenge.

Lekin ek baat jo kisi ne tumse nahi kahi hai vo yeh hai ki tum hero ho, tum ek star ho. Tum vo ho jisne apne battles khud lade hain. Duniya ne bahut niche girane ki koshish ki hai, par tumne har nahi mani.

I know, tum abhi udaas ho, abhi lost ho. Lekin yeh time bhi nikal jayega mere dost. Jab yeh sab khatam hoga, tum apne aapko success ki unchaiyon pe mehsoos karoge, jahaan tum jaana chahte the.

Darna mat mere dost ,tu star hai. Tujhse bada koi warrior, koi knight nahi hai.
Stay blessed.

Dost 1 : bus aya 5 min me
Dost 2 : agar 5 min me nai aya toh ?
Dost 1 : wapis padh lena 5 min wala message

Ab toh Sher ko bhi loneliness feel hone lagi hai

Confusion

I am frustrated soo sooo much frustrated I can't explain. I want to cry there is something on my chest. I don't know what to do i really do not need any advice or anything I just want to share my feeling that's it. Esa lag rha hae jese kahi bhag jau ek ese samay me jaha me bahut khush thi. Jaha mere pass sab kuch tha. Acchi life accha din ek lovable bf cheerful friend circle and now esa lag rha hae kuch bhi nhi hae. Samay badal gya ekdam se. Kuch bhi exciting bacha nhi ab or jo hae vo itna temporary hae k dil bhr k khush bhi nhi ho skte jiske liye. Friends hae pr agle hi pal ignore karne lagte hae. Din hae pr kuch productive nhi hae. Life hae pr esa lagta hae jese khali ho chuki hae. Pata nhi vo din kaha gye jab roz raat me God ko thank you bolti thi itni perfect life dene k liye jab wish mangte samay kuch man me aata hi nhi tha bs yhi mangti thi mere pass jo hae use khush rakhna.... Or ab kuch bacha hi nhi. Ek insan k jane se esa lag rha hae jese mera poora samay hi badal gya. Man ki khushi gayab ho gai hae. Jab bhi kisi se baat karne ka man hota hae to pehla khayal usi ka aata hae aaj bhi lekin nhi kar skti bilkul nhi. Kab aayege vo din vapas jab me firse dil se khush hungi jab me firse bhgwan ko kahugi k bs ab or Kuch nhi chahiye ye perfect hae life hae mere pass sab kuch hae. Na jane kab. 

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