Just alright. My grandparents passed away last week. I’ve been feeling under the weather since before that as well. Their deaths put a strain on my work, delayed my internship application and what not. It’s something I never saw coming. I don’t feel good about myself. Something deep down really hurts and I don’t know why.
Heyyy i am truly able to understand what u feel rn. I too miss my grandparents alot. Give yourself time to just feel this pain. Cry, welp, hug yourself. Thats what would help you rn and ahead.
After that maybe you can start focusing on urself because thats what ur grandparents would want u to do