Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Jo mene kiya hae uski koi maafi nhi hae koi rectification nhi hae uska. I have done the most cruelest thing in my life or jab tk vo insan mere samne tha zinda tha realise bhi nhi hua. Pal pal use marte dekh k I realized k kya kiya hae mene. Is guilt k sath ab me bhi mar jaugi… The way she died in front of me in my arms I will die soon like that I think even worse because I am a sinner and I should be punished… Pero me girke maafi mangne ka man karta hae unhe fir gale laga lene ka man karta hae pass beth k unki baate sun ne ki iccha hae pr jin hatho ne katal kiye ho unhe khaab dekhne ka adhikar nhi… Maut k din vo aayegi ab fir meri kabar pr arzi dene us din sukoon milega jab Allah mere gunaho ki saza dega mujhe…