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Current Affairs

People take spirituality as fun. That's the on serious problem these days. 


3am Thoughts

Heyy anyone up for chat?

Friends

I really hate people who makes fun of your physical appearance/insecurities and thinks it's some kind of a funny joke :')

Insecurity

Just a thought….
we can always try to see things from other perspectives as well. Everyone’s on their journey. We should focus on ours, because at the end of the day you will be the first and last person for yourself. 


Growing Up

It has been a long time I have not played any mobile games.. In 2018 I used to play pubg then left playing.. Can you suggest me of some mobile games like pubg?? 

Happy

I think i have major fears of abandonment, panic issues and shame and guilt overpowering my body as a result of narcissistic abuse. The anxiety is excruciatingly high. My fearful avoidance makes me want to end every friendship. Bpd sucks.

PTSD

I want to lose weight for so many reasons which I am not able to do from past 5 years.I have always been trying something or the other so many different things but was never able to stuck to it completely.A part of me is broken and my relationship with is very messy and not in a great position.I am obese and everyday my thoughts would be to what should I do to loose weight every damn single day and it is so tiring.Recently Finally I made peace with myself that I will follow intuitive eating and do exercise which I am trying to implement.But whenever my parents or grandparents says something regarding my weight or my suggestion I kinda feel numb and lost ,disappointed in myself.Even though people say  I have to work for myself it is very unlikely that I cannot get affected by people around me.I recently was about to workout and My grandparent told me that you like huge and put on a lot of weight I started feeling sad ,cried and demotivated now I was sitting there doing nothing rather than sticking to my plan.I am 21 and I like to eat from childhood as in general love for food like I do not think that is binge eating part.But these days my food patterns so messed up that I not even motivated to change something or try differently this time or cut somethings.I know I cannot give up on my health and I cannot be peaceful until I achieve this thing.
Any help would be appreciated or someone going through the same thing.

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