Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I’ve never used this app, all I know is I need somewhere to talk. Im struggling so bad with this break up, I just wish I could forget you like you have with me, how can you be so fine without me was I nothing to you? I never had closure. I never got a reason or explanation for why you didn’t want me no more. What was wrong with me? We planned our life together, I fucking love you. I don’t know how I’ll get over it, it sounds so stupid but going into a new year knowing this is the last year I had with you as mine is crippling me. You’ve destroyed me, I never thought I could love the way I loved you. It was sudden and it’s painful, I’ll never understand how you could do this to me. It hurts it fucking hurts man. It’s been so long now and I can’t even look at anyone because my heart is in bits over you, how do you get this power over me? I fucking hate this, I thought I had power over my feelings but I’m at a loss completely now.