I’ve never been in a serious relationship.I wanna love someone with all my heart,and I want the person I love to love me with all his heart.But maybe I’m too ugly,nobody really cares.I just push people away from me and think why?I really want someone who loves me with all my flaws,who adores me for who I am.I wanna be with someone who’s as hilarious as me,who’ll laugh at my lame jokes,who gets me,who’ll hold my hand and help me get up from my worst.But maybe there’s no feelings for anyone inside me,all I can do is wish to have someone.I really wanna feel how it feels to be madly in love with someone.I wanna do all those cute couple things,too.I want someone who’ll listen to all my things,happy and sad both.I really wanna know why am I like this?Seeing my bestfriends get into a relationship,I feel a bit jealous tho,but that’s okay!Is loving someone that hard?Ughhhhhhhh,I’m crying but why I dunno.