ive been feeling very low lately about my weight I have pcod which makes it super easy for me to gain weight I feel so insecure about my looks that makes me scared to interact with people i have exams and ive been binge eating but I eat like any other person but my sisters are so fit I feel unhappy today I was walking after school to go to the car and this person stopped me and asked me if I wanted to lose weight she was obviously a salesperson and I felt so exposed uncomfortable and so aware of my size I didn’t even get angry at her I felt bad for she has to go from person to person to make a living but I felt hurt because this world targets people who don’t fit in and make them even more vulnerable then they are like for fucks sake im a student Im wearing a uniform how can you even think I would be okay with that question I feel like I have body dysmorphia I cry myself to sleep because I hate the way I appear and worst of all how it effects my relationship with people I wish I looked like normal teenager I know this sounds awful but I wish someone found me attractive without sexualising me I dont know how to explain I want to be respectfully appreciated for the way I look I wish someone will find me attractive from within and outside but that’s wishful thinking because realistically thinking im unlovable in a romantic way and that makes me sad because I always will know its because of the way I look
Shashidhar @shashidhar117
Hey cutie!
You are fine , trust me you are absolutely fine. You are just over thinking ,yes I agree problem is there and you are over thinking.
You won’t get anything by crying and over thinking girl.
My ex also has pcos but she use to keep herself busy in physical activity for two reasons
1. Its more or less workout
2. Can’t over think
Above all first love yourself,embrace the fact and start working on bit by bit.
Start with yoga meditation and slight changes in diet , hydrate yourself , walking or music.
It’s not overnight problem to solve.
But it can be solved.
I suppose you are in school, conc. On studies.
