ive always wondered if the people,the so called influenza on insta,do they really have these close friends or are these just the pretense to show the outside world that life is so perfect.!???what is there actual reality dude because life doesn't seem to be best of roses all the time

Tan3

Well sm of them might be living a fake life however their are still few people who are truthful and have real 4nds 

Society

I took such good care of my friends, i will be there for them always, prioritize them over my career and everything else uf they need help, listen to them and try to hekp them through anything. If they say they are feeling low or sad, i try to lift up their mood and check up on them regularly, even if tgey are not feeling well. But not even a single friend ssks how I am doing.  I feel like crying at times if even one person asked how i was doing.  Forget opening up. They say they will be there but never are. Leave once i open up. Honestly i an just an emotional tissue to most.  

Friends

Why don't my friends understand me? 😞 I don't want to get acquainted with those toxic people I removed from life once to come back in my life but they are now my project peers and my bestie says I have to be professional and just attend those meetings with them. First of all those two persons are not mature enough one asks me every now and then to marry him also says I hurted him the most (just because I reject him everytime and I don't tolerate his unreasonable obsession) and second one is my ex best friend who used to talk bad behind my back to him and both made my depression triggered.. Now if they are not professional enough, how can I behave professional and after all this, I can't shrug that uneasiness wala feeling ugghhh.. 

So i have a few friends who act like they have all the problem in the world and no one else has any problem...they cut their hands and then next day come school and tell everyone about it.....if it's not for attention than why are they doing this??? And when i say something about this they would say things  like " you don't know anything about it"
"You have a good life, you won't understand". Like i don't have Any problem or difficulties in my life???

I feel bad saying things like this about my friends but i really needed to tell someone about this 



I fake in  st  a stories 🤪

3am Thoughts

When you make new friends, don’t get attached too much. This makes you sad all the time when they treat you as casual 

Insecurity

I dont want to make drama on it, but if I will think it. My circles main friend, has their own new circle of friends theyre still together but they add some members its their classmates, because me & my friends isnt in the same class. Theyre the best i everknown but if i will think it. They have their own groupchats, theyre always togthr, always hangout, theyre complete in visiting one's bday (im not invited so yeh) but when its in my bday only 1 show up. Dont get me wrong I UNDERSTAND. Everything its just have some valid reason and who am i then i dont owe, they dont owe me its just my thoughts 🙁

First thought here ever. I’m not sure why I’m even doing this but here goes. I feel people suffer from much bigger problems so I shouldn’t complain. But I feel lonely. And I feel ashamed to admit it to my friends. Or family. I’m never the best person when it comes to maintaining friendships so I guess it’s really my fault right? I haven’t done anything wrong but I’ve just drifted. A small set of friends everywhere I go is what I’ve always had and I’ve drifted from most. I don’t know how to start being closer to all my friends because it’s not like how it used to be. And I don’t know if they care anymore either. We’re all on very good terms, they probably don’t know I have problems or FOMO but it’s not like the best of friendship. I want to make new friends but I’m not in a place where I can mingle and find so many atm. It’s just like I’m stuck. I want more close friends or I want to get closer with the friends I already have.

I am just confused with all my feelings and emotions; Although i have lots of friends, some are close too but I feel they just don't reciprocate the same towards me.i am just loosing all my faith in friendships. I have good Friends like if we haven't talked for a long time and meet its been like hours passes in seconds. but we are junior clg friends gang, they have their own battles to won so no one gets into each other's life.Talking about new friends when they needed I was there but when I look back it's just like I was the only one who is working on all the stuffs towards the bond.so i am leaving all the things behind working towards myself and solving all the stuffs or problems by myself to get strong.Bye have a great night 

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