I’ve always been a good student. But my parents are never satisfied. Today On the a really small mistake my father yelled at me so badly that i started crying. He never see my efforts. He always see my mistakes. He spend money on me because in future I’ll have a good job and good future so that will eventually help him. I feel like I’m burden to him. At the moment he is sitting in another room. And I am sobbing but he just don’t care. I can’t even explan the emotions I’m feeling at the moment.
When I’ll be worthy enough so he’ll love me constantly and understand me.
You are a worthy person and you dont need someone to tell you this. It is not your job to seek validation from your parents. Maybe if you could manage to sit down and explain how the way they parent you makes you feel and tell them how they could make it better, things could change. You are a human being and not a financial investment. Your feelings and emotions are valid. You could tell them that maybe instead of focusing on your minor lapses, they could cherish your every accomplishment. As a child, it’s the small things that make us truly happy. Things will get better for you for sure. Love your self first dear. That for sure will give you confidence. You can hype yourself up by giving pep talks to yourself in the mirror. I wish you all the love and happiness. If you feel like you need someone to listen, feel free to reach out.💫❤
Thank you so much.
Except my family, my rest of life is amazing. I have best people as my friends and a loving best friend too.
But sometimes my family makes me so sad. I know tomorrow everything will be fine. But right now I’m just blank.
im happy for you
